nandanandan -sudarshan sianh 'chakr'
33. sharada-upalamhbh
ajakal upalamhbh bahut ane lage haian gopiyoan ke brajeshvari ke samip. shhyamasunhdar dhoom karane lage haian. maian sabake anhtar mean pratibha aur mukh mean vak ki adhidevata hi nahian janooangi ki in upalamhbhoan ke mool mean kitani lalak hai in saunhdary-sinhdhu ka shrimukh dekhane ki. ye jinake grih n padharean do-char din, usaki vhyatha khya maian dekhati nahian hooan. vah dadhi-makhan p da s data hai jis ye shparsh karane nahian pahuanchate. maian sevika hooan. mujhe shant, maun sakshi rahana hai. mera saubhaghy chhin jayaga yadi yahaan kisi ko pata lag jay ki maian manavi nahian hooan. sevika hone par to maiya mujhe shneh-samhmanajanak deti rahati haian. maian sakshi keval sakshi hooan apane in inhdivar-sunhdar agraj ki in lilaoan ki. maian sakshi hooan gopiyoan ki aur unake hriday ki bhi. 'shhyam aj mere grih ata sakhaoan ke sath!' sabere uthate hi to sabaki sadh jagati hai. sab gauri, ganapati tatha suroan ke sath meri bhi manauti karane lagati haian. koee kahian dadhi-doop chhipati haian, koee dadhi-manthan karake kahian makhan rakhati haian. chhipati bhi haian aur yah bhi dekhati haian ki nanhdananhdan dekh le. itana hi durav ki adrishhy ya alabhhy n ban jay. shvayan kahian chhipakar baithati haian. koee keval dekhana chahati hai- 'vah a jay aur sakhaoan ke sath prasann hokar bharapet khay! bhale mere sab bhanhd pho d jay!' koee chahati hai- 'kitana bhala lagata hai jab aangootha dikhakar matakata hai. aj khoob khijhooangi aur vah hansega, mukh banavega. maian chilhlaooangi to sab tali bajakar koodeange.' koee bhagate chapal-charan dekhana chahati hai aur soch-sochakar hi hans rahi haian- 'kitana dhrishht hai!' aankh dikhao to mukh par makhan ka loanda mar deta hai- 'rushht mat ho! too bhi kha' mukh mean doodh ya chhachh bharakar sidhe mukh par kulla kar dega- 'itana garam mat ban! shital ho ja!' koee chahati hai ki pak d le aur tab ye nilasunhdar kar chhu dane ko ulajhean usase. koee pak dakar sachamuch maiya ke samip lana chahati hai- 'brajeshvari ke samip upalamhbh dene pahuancho to yah kitana sidha, bhola, sabhit ban jata hai aur maiya ki drishti bachakar netr bhi tarerata hai! ise pak dakar hi le jaooan to khya karega? kaisa lagega athyanht sabhit? khya bahana banavega?' |
tika tippani aur sandarbh
- ↑ maihar
sanbandhit lekh
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