नन्दनन्दन -सुदर्शन सिंह चक्र पृ. 204

nandanandan -sudarshan sianh 'chakr'

33. sharada-upalamh‍bh mujhe vishesh samh‍man diya is dvaparanh‍t mean bhagavati mahamaya ne. un adya mahashakti ne avatar dharan kiya paramapurush ki anuja hokar to kam-se-kam ek pithash‍may-har mean mera nam sh‍vikar kar liya. is samh‍banh‍dh se maian shrivrajarajakumar ko apana agraj manati hooan aur unaki sevika banakar a gayi hooan nanh‍d-sadan mean. mata yashoda dayamayi haian. kisi sharanagat sevika ko sh‍than dena kabhi ash‍vikar nahian kiya unh‍hoanne. mujhe unake anugrah se nanh‍d-sadan ki pushh‍p-sajh‍ja prapt ho gayi hai. maian unake, mata rohini kesh-shrriangar ka suavasar pa gayi hooan, itana saubhagh‍y prapt kar lena shri ke lie bhi sahaj nahian hai. ajakal upalamh‍bh bahut ane lage haian gopiyoan ke brajeshvari ke samip. shh‍yamasunh‍dar dhoom karane lage haian. maian sabake anh‍tar mean pratibha aur mukh mean vak ki adhidevata hi nahian janooangi ki in upalamh‍bhoan ke mool mean kitani lalak hai in saunh‍dary-sinh‍dhu ka shrimukh dekhane ki. ye jinake grih n padharean do-char din, usaki vh‍yatha kh‍ya maian dekhati nahian hooan. vah dadhi-makhan p da s data hai jis ye sh‍parsh karane nahian pahuanchate. maian sevika hooan. mujhe shant, maun sakshi rahana hai. mera saubhagh‍y chhin jayaga yadi yahaan kisi ko pata lag jay ki maian manavi nahian hooan. sevika hone par to maiya mujhe sh‍neh-samh‍manajanak deti rahati haian. maian sakshi keval sakshi hooan apane in inh‍divar-sunh‍dar agraj ki in lilaoan ki. maian sakshi hooan gopiyoan ki aur unake hriday ki bhi. 'shh‍yam aj mere grih ata sakhaoan ke sath!' sabere uthate hi to sabaki sadh jagati hai. sab gauri, ganapati tatha suroan ke sath meri bhi manauti karane lagati haian. koee kahian dadhi-doop chhipati haian, koee dadhi-man‍than karake kahian makhan rakhati haian. chhipati bhi haian aur yah bhi dekhati haian ki nanh‍dananh‍dan dekh le. itana hi durav ki adrishh‍y ya alabhh‍y n ban jay. sh‍vayan kahian chhipakar baithati haian. koee keval dekhana chahati hai- 'vah a jay aur sakhaoan ke sath prasann hokar bharapet khay! bhale mere sab bhanh‍d pho d jay!' koee chahati hai- 'kitana bhala lagata hai jab aangootha dikhakar matakata hai. aj khoob khijhooangi aur vah hansega, mukh banavega. maian chilh‍laooangi to sab tali bajakar koodeange.' koee bhagate chapal-charan dekhana chahati hai aur soch-sochakar hi hans rahi haian- 'kitana dhrishh‍t hai!' aankh dikhao to mukh par makhan ka loanda mar deta hai- 'rushh‍t mat ho! too bhi kha' mukh mean doodh ya chhachh bharakar sidhe mukh par kulla kar dega- 'itana garam mat ban! shital ho ja!' koee chahati hai ki pak d le aur tab ye nilasunh‍dar kar chhu dane ko ulajhean usase. koee pak dakar sachamuch maiya ke samip lana chahati hai- 'brajeshvari ke samip upalamh‍bh dene pahuancho to yah kitana sidha, bhola, sabhit ban jata hai aur maiya ki drishti bachakar netr bhi tarerata hai! ise pak dakar hi le jaooan to kh‍ya karega? kaisa lagega ath‍yanh‍t sabhit? kh‍ya bahana banavega?'

sanbandhit lekh

nandanandan

kram sankhya

path ka nam

prishth sankhya

1.	mangalacharan
2.	apani bat	1
3.	prastavana	4
4.	maharshi shandilh‍y-kul parichay	13
5.	bhagavati poornamasi-madhumangal	24
6.	mata rohini-daoo ka janh‍m	31
7.	chandradev-baba-maiya ka parichay	40
8.	bhagavan bhash‍kar-shriradha-janh‍m	44
9.	maiya yashoda-simanh‍tan	47
10.	nanh‍d baba-shrikrishh‍n-janh‍m	53
11.	dhatri mukhara-janh‍moth‍sav	58
12.	bua nandini-shashh‍thi mahoth‍sav	63
13.	sanakadi kumar-pootana-moksh	69
14.	tuangi tayi-dugh‍dh–pan	80
15.	shukrachary–shridhar vipr	86
16.	maharshi lomash–shakat-bhanh‍jan	90
17.	shrigargachary–namakaran	99
18.	pivari tayi–bhoomh‍yupavesh	106
19.	nana sumukh–annaprashan	111
20.	kubala chachi–shaishav	118
21.	kakabhushundi–kri da	125
22.	maharshi durvasa–trinavart tran	132
23.	maharshi markanh‍dey–varshagaanth	137
24.	atula chachi-chir-chapal	141
25.	bua sunanh‍da-mrid-bhakshan	155
26.	phal-vikrayini	161
27.	vrishabhanu baba-sagaee	167
28.	viprarshi kanh‍v	171
29.	abhinanh‍d taoo-seva-samh‍man	179
30.	mallika mausi-sarvapriy	183
31.	ashvini kumar-karn-vedh	191
32.	madhumangal-makhan chori	196
33.	sharada-upalamh‍bh	204
34.	urvashi-ookhal-banh‍dhan	210
35.	yamalarjun	220
36.	chacha sannand-damodar-mukti	226
37.	kuber-bal-kri da	231
38.	daoo-vrikropadrav	235
39.	upanand taoo-gokul-th‍yag ka prash‍tav	238
40.	nanh‍dan chacha-vrinh‍davan ki or	243
41.	vishvakarma-nanh‍dagaanv	253
42.	rrishabh-naye sakha	257
43.	kirtti maiya-pratham parichay	261
44.	madhuri dasi-panaghat	267
45.	lakshh‍mi-godohan	274
46.	sadhu-sevak-vath‍s-charan	280
47.	tumbaroo-venu-vadan	287
48.	brahmarshi vashishth-vatsoddhar	294
49.	maharshi jajali-bakoddhar	299
50.	vishakha-parichay	305
51.	rangadevi-tulasi-poojan	309
52.	devi durga-vh‍yom-vadh	315
53.	yamaraj-aghoddhar	322
54.	kalinh‍di-van-bhojan	331
55.	brahma-vidhi-vh‍yamoh	337
56.	ganesh-gocharan	348
57.	subal-dadhi-dan	357
58.	vishal-sakha samooh	364
59.	garu d-kaliy-daman	368
60.	devarshi narad-dhenuk-dhvans	379
61.	devaguru brihaspati-pralamb-paritran	384
62.	shanaishchar-dhundha ki holi	388
63.	maharshi aangira-davagni-pan	393
64.	bahin ajaya-govardhan-poojan	404
65.	maharshi pulatsy-govardhan-dharan	410
66.	devaraj indr-govindabhishek	416
67.	patali nani-shanka-sagaee	421
68.	jaladhip varun-divy-darshan	425
69.	bhagavati katyayani-chir-haran	430
70.	budh-vipr-patniyaan	436
71.	shrikrishn-shriradha vivah	443
72.	kamadev-rasaka prarambh	447
73.	chandravali-ras mean man-bhang	454
74.	bhagavan shiv-maharas	462
75.	danavendr may-ajagar uddhar	466
76.	rahu-shankhachoo d-vadh	471
77.	sudevi-pramukh sakhiyoan ka parichay	475
78.	mangal-arisht- sanhar	477
79.	gayatri-keshi-krandan	481
80.	gramadev-akroor aye	486
81.	akroor-adabhut darshan	492
82.	viprapatni rritambhara-baba laute	495
83.	lalita-viyog-darshan	499
84.	bhasvara bhabhi-maan rohini mathura ko	503
85.	uddhav	507
86.	vrindadevi-daoo aye	515
87.	mahabhanu baba-kurukshetr se laute	519
88.	mangala dasi-dvitiy grahan-yatra	523
89.	shriradha	527
90.	bhadrasen	532
91.	rajarshi parikshit-upasanhar	543
92.	aantim prishth	546