nandanandan -sudarshan sianh 'chakr'
30. mallika mausi-sarvapriy
nilamani mujhe maan kahata hai. matrishvasa- ma-si mausi nahian, maan kahata hai mujhe aur jab se pairoan chalane laga hai, ek bar mere aangan mean avashhy a jata hai pratidin. ghutanoan sarakata tha tab; aur tab bhi sarakata hua akar mere aank mean baith jata tha. gokul mean koee nahian hai jo isake janhm se hi jiji ke aangan mean jami n rahati ho din-bhar. ise dekhe bina to chain hi nahian p data. grih ke kary kisi prakar nivatao jalhdi-jalhdi aur jiji ke samip bhag jao. jab tak kanhhaee chalakar mere ghar nahian ane laga, meri to yahi dinacharya rahi. khya karooan, mare is ghar mean koee jethani, devarani nahian aur sasaji mere sasural ane ke pashhchat shighr paralok padharian. akeli ho gayi alhpavay mean hi apane is ghar mean. gop ka grih hai. gayoan ki seva, goras ki vhyavashtha, shvami ke lie bhojan banana sabhi kuchh karana p data hai. man jiji ke aankadhan mean bhale laga rahe tan to ghar ke avashhyak karyoan mean lagaye hi rahana p data hai. kaun jane nanhdananhdan meri vhyatha ko kaise jan gaya hai. maian jab bahut vhyakul hoti hooan, vah kahian n kahian se runajhun noopur bajate, kiankini ka kal nad sunate, hansata, kilakata a hi jata hai. tab isane bolana praramhbh hi kiya tha. ek-ek, do-do akshar atakata, tutalata bolata tha. maian gayi aur jiji ke samip baith gayi. yah aangan mean sakhaoan ke madhhy baitha khel raha tha. mujhe dekhate hi ghutanoan ke sahare sarakata aya aur meri god mean akar mere mukh ki or mukh uthakar, apana nanhha kar meri thuddi par rakhakar bola-'maan!' mera to rom-rom amrit mean bhig gaya. maianne ise hriday se laga liya. kathinaee se mukh se 'lal!' nikala bhi ya nahian, kah nahian sakati. 'maan! doo?' yah janhm se chapal hai. natakhat hai. kab khya karega, koee nahian janata. isane phir mere mukh ki or mukh kiya aur kapol par kar rakhakar kaha. jiji hans padian. maian lajhja se khya kahooan. abhi bhi maian balika hi to hooan; kiantu isane to mere anchal mean mukh chhipa liya tha itani der mean aur apane karoan se kanchuki hatakar vaksh mean mukh laga liya tha. |
sanbandhit lekh
kram sankhya | path ka nam | prishth sankhya |
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