nandanandan -sudarshan sianh 'chakr'
29. abhinanhd taoo-seva-samhman
meri patni vaise bhi prabanhdh tatha grih-vhyavashtha mean shithil hai. vah apane donoan putr devarani ko dekar nishchinht ho gayi hai. ye donoan bhi nanhd bhavan mean prasann rahate haian. nanhdananhdan vishal ke bina nahian rah pata aur tejashvi ko daoo ne apana shneh-bhajan bana liya hai. patni ki bat khyoan kahooan, meri apani bhi bat to yahi hai ki shhyam ko dekhe bina mujhase raha nahian jata. gocharan karane maian keval kaishoravashtha mean jata tha. ab to bhaee nanhdaray ki goshhth vali baithak mera shthan ban gayi hai. madhhyahn mean kanhhaee bhavan mean jata hai, tab mujhe bhojan karane apane ghar ane ka shmaran hota hai. yah bhi kitane din kar pata hooan? kabhi vadhoo vrajeshhvari, kabhi rohini bhabhi, kabhi nanhdaray agrah karate haian vahian bhojan kar lene ka aur kabhi kanhh kar pak d leta hai- 'daoo! maian tumhhare sath khaooanga.' yah natakhat ab bhi janaboojh-kar taoo ko daoo kahata hai. pahile bolane laga to 'daoo' kahakar kitana sir hilata tha ki isase thik uchhcharan nahian ho pa raha; kiantu ab ise 'daoo' kahane mean ananhd ata hai. mujhe daoo kahega aur phir tali bajakar, sir hilakar hansega. kitana saral, kitana bhola hai yah sukumar. koee pukarata hai- kanooan! kanhh! krishhn! shhyam! kanhhaee!- pukarane ke kitane nam haian, kuchh thikana hai. ise to natakhat! chanchal! oodhami! kahakar pukarane par bhi yah aise hi bolata hai, jaise vahi isaka nam hai. jo pukarata hai, usake samip jhat dau d jata hai. bade़ bhaee kahate haian- 'bachhche mean kary karane se shakti ati hai. usamean b doan ki ajna-palan ka sadagun ana chahiye!' b de bhaee bahut vidvan haian. unako vhyavahar-niti ka sabhi pandit manate haian; kiantu is sukumar ko kuchh kahane ka mera man nahian hota. mujhe shvayan bhi to sharir se shram karana kabhi achhchha nahian laga. nanhdananhdan khya abhi koee bhi kam karane yoghy hai? yah to khelane mean hi bahut adhik shranht ho jata hai. mera ji karata hai ki yah mere aank mean bas baitha rahe; kiantu is chanchal ko baithe rahana hi nahian ata. |
sanbandhit lekh
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