नन्दनन्दन -सुदर्शन सिंह चक्र पृ. 18

nandanandan -sudarshan sianh 'chakr'

4. maharshi shandilh‍y-kul parichay maian janh‍m se ekaki, aparigrahi, vitarag rahane vala; kiantu gokul akar mere vaibhav ki sima hi nahian rah gayi. yah doosari bat hai ki maianne apane utaj mean kabhi sh‍varn, ann adi rakhana sh‍vikar nahian kiya; kiantu mujhe prath‍yek parv par, prath‍yek sansh‍kar ke samay apar dhan tatha bahut adhik gayean praph‍t hoti thian. mere samip ke hi nahian, door se ane vale brahman bhi mujh brahman se dan lena nahian chahate the aur lete bhi kh‍yoan? unh‍hean gopoan ka apar dan sh‍vayan dan karane ko badhh‍y kar deta tha. itana hi bahut tha ki gopanayak ne ham brahmanoan ki or se bhi samh‍patti tatha gayoan ko samh‍halane ki seva sh‍vikar kar li thi. ham sada samuth‍suk rahate the ki koee pratigrihita praph‍t ho aur yahi gokul mean durlabh tha. jis din kisi atithi ka sath‍kar athava kisi ko kuchh dene ka avasar mil jay, vah saubhagh‍y ka sudin ham sansar-charya se vimukh viproan mean bhi charcha ka vishay banata tha. goparaj parjanh‍y aur unake sab gop apani poori samh‍patti meri hi manate the aur saparivar sab mere sevak the. un shraddhaluoan ki kalh‍yan-kamana mere man mean bani rahati thi, yah ashchary ki bat nahian hai. prem to param-purush ko bhi vash mean kar leta hai, maian to sahaj sh‍vabhav se saday brahman kul mean uth‍pann hua aur gopoan mean-se prath‍yek shraddha ki, priti ki moorti tha. gop jati mean sagaee to anek bar bachche ke janh‍mate hi ho jati hai. vivah ke lie bhi adhik b de hone ki pratiksha nahian ki jati. brajapati parjanh‍y ke putroan ka vivah shighr ho gaya. donoan kanh‍yaean bhi uttam gopanayakoan ko unh‍hoanne vivah dian. mujhe apane is ath‍yanh‍t dirghajivi deh ke karan anek bar du:khi hona p da hai. mujhe sh‍priha hoti hai apane sadharan ayu ke yajamanoan se. maran aur vardhaky vishh‍vastrashh‍ta ke varadan haian, jinase maian bahut dirghakal tak vanchit rahooanga. vardhakh‍y un vasanaoan se sahaj paritran de deta hai, jinh‍hean jitane mean ham muniyoan ko kathor shram karana p data hai. netr, karn, rasana, nasika ki shakti kshin ho jati hai. trishh‍na badhi n ho to sansar ke vishay sh‍vayan chhoot jate haian aur anh‍tarmukhata aprayas siddh ho jati hai. mrith‍yu to deh ke banh‍dhan se bhi mukti hi hai. svayan bane raho aur apane priyajanoan ka viyog sahan karo, yah sthiti kitani kashh‍takar hai, ise maian bahut achh‍chhi prakar anubhav karata hooan.

sanbandhit lekh

nandanandan

kram sankhya

path ka nam

prishth sankhya

1.	mangalacharan
2.	apani bat	1
3.	prastavana	4
4.	maharshi shandilh‍y-kul parichay	13
5.	bhagavati poornamasi-madhumangal	24
6.	mata rohini-daoo ka janh‍m	31
7.	chandradev-baba-maiya ka parichay	40
8.	bhagavan bhash‍kar-shriradha-janh‍m	44
9.	maiya yashoda-simanh‍tan	47
10.	nanh‍d baba-shrikrishh‍n-janh‍m	53
11.	dhatri mukhara-janh‍moth‍sav	58
12.	bua nandini-shashh‍thi mahoth‍sav	63
13.	sanakadi kumar-pootana-moksh	69
14.	tuangi tayi-dugh‍dh–pan	80
15.	shukrachary–shridhar vipr	86
16.	maharshi lomash–shakat-bhanh‍jan	90
17.	shrigargachary–namakaran	99
18.	pivari tayi–bhoomh‍yupavesh	106
19.	nana sumukh–annaprashan	111
20.	kubala chachi–shaishav	118
21.	kakabhushundi–kri da	125
22.	maharshi durvasa–trinavart tran	132
23.	maharshi markanh‍dey–varshagaanth	137
24.	atula chachi-chir-chapal	141
25.	bua sunanh‍da-mrid-bhakshan	155
26.	phal-vikrayini	161
27.	vrishabhanu baba-sagaee	167
28.	viprarshi kanh‍v	171
29.	abhinanh‍d taoo-seva-samh‍man	179
30.	mallika mausi-sarvapriy	183
31.	ashvini kumar-karn-vedh	191
32.	madhumangal-makhan chori	196
33.	sharada-upalamh‍bh	204
34.	urvashi-ookhal-banh‍dhan	210
35.	yamalarjun	220
36.	chacha sannand-damodar-mukti	226
37.	kuber-bal-kri da	231
38.	daoo-vrikropadrav	235
39.	upanand taoo-gokul-th‍yag ka prash‍tav	238
40.	nanh‍dan chacha-vrinh‍davan ki or	243
41.	vishvakarma-nanh‍dagaanv	253
42.	rrishabh-naye sakha	257
43.	kirtti maiya-pratham parichay	261
44.	madhuri dasi-panaghat	267
45.	lakshh‍mi-godohan	274
46.	sadhu-sevak-vath‍s-charan	280
47.	tumbaroo-venu-vadan	287
48.	brahmarshi vashishth-vatsoddhar	294
49.	maharshi jajali-bakoddhar	299
50.	vishakha-parichay	305
51.	rangadevi-tulasi-poojan	309
52.	devi durga-vh‍yom-vadh	315
53.	yamaraj-aghoddhar	322
54.	kalinh‍di-van-bhojan	331
55.	brahma-vidhi-vh‍yamoh	337
56.	ganesh-gocharan	348
57.	subal-dadhi-dan	357
58.	vishal-sakha samooh	364
59.	garu d-kaliy-daman	368
60.	devarshi narad-dhenuk-dhvans	379
61.	devaguru brihaspati-pralamb-paritran	384
62.	shanaishchar-dhundha ki holi	388
63.	maharshi aangira-davagni-pan	393
64.	bahin ajaya-govardhan-poojan	404
65.	maharshi pulatsy-govardhan-dharan	410
66.	devaraj indr-govindabhishek	416
67.	patali nani-shanka-sagaee	421
68.	jaladhip varun-divy-darshan	425
69.	bhagavati katyayani-chir-haran	430
70.	budh-vipr-patniyaan	436
71.	shrikrishn-shriradha vivah	443
72.	kamadev-rasaka prarambh	447
73.	chandravali-ras mean man-bhang	454
74.	bhagavan shiv-maharas	462
75.	danavendr may-ajagar uddhar	466
76.	rahu-shankhachoo d-vadh	471
77.	sudevi-pramukh sakhiyoan ka parichay	475
78.	mangal-arisht- sanhar	477
79.	gayatri-keshi-krandan	481
80.	gramadev-akroor aye	486
81.	akroor-adabhut darshan	492
82.	viprapatni rritambhara-baba laute	495
83.	lalita-viyog-darshan	499
84.	bhasvara bhabhi-maan rohini mathura ko	503
85.	uddhav	507
86.	vrindadevi-daoo aye	515
87.	mahabhanu baba-kurukshetr se laute	519
88.	mangala dasi-dvitiy grahan-yatra	523
89.	shriradha	527
90.	bhadrasen	532
91.	rajarshi parikshit-upasanhar	543
92.	aantim prishth	546