shri shrichaitany-charitavali -prabhudatt brahmachari41. bhakt-bhav
mahaprabhu us samay shritulasi ji mean jal dekar unaki pradakshina kar rahe the. pita ke saman poojaniy shrivas pandit ko dekhakar prabhu unaki or dau de aur prem ke sath unake gale se lipat gaye. shrivas ne prabhu ke aangoan ka sparsh kiya. prabhu ke aangoan ke sparshamatr se unake sharir mean bijali-si dau d gayi. unake sampoorn sharir mean romaanch ho gaya. ve prem mean vibhor hokar ekatak prabhu ke manohar mukh ki hi or dekhate rahe. prabhu ne unhean adar se le jakar bhitar bithaya aur unaki godi mean apana sir rakhakar ve phoot-phootakar rone lage. shachimata bhi shrivas pandit ko dekhakar vahaan a gayian aur ro-rok prabhu ki vyadhi ki batean sunane lagian. putr-sneh ke karan unaka gala bhara hua tha, ve thik-thik batean nahian kah sakati thian. jaise-taise shrivas pandit ko mata ne sabhi batean sunayian.
shachidevi! tum b dabhagini ho, jo tumhare bhagavath-bhakt putr utpann hua. ye sab to poorn bhakti ke chihn haian.’ shrivas pandit ki aisi batean sunakar mata ko kuchh-kuchh santosh hua. adhir bhav se prabhu ne shrivas pandit se kaha- ‘aj apake darshan se mujhe param shanti huee. sabhi log mujhe vayurog hi batate the. maian bhi ise vayurog hi samajhata tha aur mere karan vishnupriya tatha mata ko jo duahkh hota tha, usake karan mera hriday phata-sa jata tha. yadi aj ap yahaan akar mujhe is prakar ashvasan n dete to maian sachamuch hi ganga ji mean doobakar apane pranoan ka parityag kar deta. log mere sambandh mean bhaanti-bhaanti ki batean karate haian.’ shrivas pandit ne kaha- ‘mera hriday bar-bar kah raha hai, apake dvara sansar ka b da bhari uddhar hoga. ap hi bhaktoan ke ekamatr ashray aur aradhy baneange. apaki is advitiy aur alaukik madakata ko dekhakar to mujhe aisa pratit ho raha hai ki akhilakoti brahmandanayak anadi purush shrihari hi avanital par avatirn hokar avidya aur avichar ka vinash karate hue bhagavannam ka prachar kareange. mujhe pratit ho raha hai ki sambhavataya prabhu isi sharir dvara us shubh kary ko karavean.’ prabhu ne adhirata ke sath kaha- ‘maian to apake putr ke saman hooan. vaishnavoan ke charanoan mean meri anurakti ho, aisa ashirvad dijiye. shrikrishn-kirtan ke atirikt koee bhi kary mujhe achchha hi n lage, yahi meri abhilasha hai, sada prabhu-prem mean vikal hokar maian roya hi karooan, yahi meri hardik ichchha hai.’ shrivas pandit ne kaha- ‘ap hi aisa ashirvad dean, jisase is prakar ka tho da-bahut pagalapan hamean bhi prapt ho sake. ham bhi apaki bhaanti prem mean pagal hue lok-bahy banakar unmattoan ki bhaanti nrity karane lagean.’ is prakar bahut der tak in donoan hi mahapurushoan mean vishuddh antahkaran ki batean hoti rahian. ant mean prabhu ki anumati lekar shrivas pandit apane ghar ko chale aye. |
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