shri shrichaitany-charitavali -prabhudatt brahmachari41. bhakt-bhav
idhar mahaprabhu ki aisi vichitr dasha dekhakar shachimata man-hi-man b di duahkhi hotian. vah din hokar bhagavan se prarthana karatian- prabho! is vidhava ke ekamatr ashray ko apani kripa ka adhikari banao. nath! is s dasath varsh ki anathini dukhiya ki din-hin dasha par dhyan do. pati paralokavasi ban chuke, jyeshth putr bilakhati chho dakar n jane kahaan chala gaya. ab age-pichhe yahi mera ekamatr sahara hai. is andhi vriddha ka yah nimaee hi ekamatr lakuti hai. is lakuti ke hi sahare yah sansar mean chal-phir sakati hai. he asharan-sharan! ise rogamukt kijiye, ise sundar svasthy pradan kijiye.’ bholi-bhali mata sabhi ke samane apana dukh da rotian. rote-rote kahane lagatian- ‘n jane nimaee ko kya ho gaya hai, vah kabhi to rota hai, kabhi hansata hai, kabhi gata hai, kabhi nachata hai, kabhi rote-rote moorchchhit hokar gir p data hai, kabhi joroan se do dane lagata hai aur kabhi kisi pe d par chadh jata hai.’ striyaan bhaanti-bhaanti ki batean kahatian. koee kahati- ‘amma ji! tum bhi b di bholi ho, isamean poochhana hi kya hai, vahi purana vayurog hai. samay pakar ubhar aya hai. kisi achchhe vaidy se isaka ilaj karaiye.’ koee kahati- ‘vayurog b da bhayankar hota hai, tum nimaee ke donoan pairoan ko baandhakar use kothari mean band karake rakha karo, khane ke liye hare nariyal ka jal diya karo. isase dhire-dhire vayurog door ho jayaga.’ koee-koee salah detian- ‘shivatail ka sir mean mardan karao, sab thik ho jayaga. bhagavan sab bhala hi kareange. ve hi ham sab logoan ki ekamatr sharan haian.’ bechari shachimata sabaki batean sunatian aur sunakar udasabhav se chup ho jatian. ikalaute putr ke pair baandhakar use kothari mean band kar dene ki usaki himmat n p dati. bechari ek to putr ke duahkh se duahkhi thi, doosara use vishnupriya ka duahkh tha. pati ki aisi dasha dekhakar vishnupriya sada chinti hi bani rahatian. unhean ann-jal kuchh bhi achchha nahian lagata. udasin bhav se sada pati ke hi sambandh mean sochati rahatian. shachimata ke bahut adhik agrah karane par pati ke uchchhisht ann mean se do-char gras kha letian, nahian to sada vaise hi baithi rahatian. isase shachimata ka duahkh duguna ho gaya tha. unaki avastha s dasath varsh ki thi. |
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