shri shrichaitany-charitavali -prabhudatt brahmachari33. prakriti-parivartan
ab nimaee pandit ke bhi prakriti-parivartan ka samay aya. nimaee param bhavuk the, yadi sachamuch inake hriday mean ek sath hi prabal bhavukata ki bhari badh ati, to chahe inaka sharir kitana bhi balavan kyoan nahian tha, vah usaka sahan kabhi nahian kar sakata. isaliye inaki bhavukata ka uttarottar vikas hua aur ant mean to ve sharir ko ekadam bhoolakar samudr mean hi kood p de. inake jivan mean prem ke jaise uttarottar advitiy bhav prakat hue haian, vaise bhav sansar ka itihas khojane par bhi kisi prakataroop se utpann hue mahapurush ke jivan mean shayad hi milean! kisi ke jivan mean kya, bahutoan ke jivan mean ye bhav prakat hue hoange, kintu ve sansar ki drishti se door jakar prakat hue hoange, sansari logoan ko un bhavoan ka pata nahian chaitany ke jivan ke bhav to bhaktoan ne pratyaksh dekhe aur unake samakalin lekhakoan ne yathasadhy unaka varnan karane ki cheshta bhi ki hai, kintu ve bhav to avarnaniy haian. sansari bhasha in alaukik bhavoan ka varnan kar hi kaise sakati hai? sahasa ek din nimaee pandit rasta chalate-chalate pustak pheankakar apane ghar ki or bhag p de. raste ke sabhi log dar gaye. inaki soorat vichitr hi ban gayi thi. ghar pahuanchakar inhoanne ghar ke sabhi bartanoan ko aangan mean nikal-nikalakar pho dana prarambh kar diya. mata avak hokar inaki or dekhane lagian. unaki himmat n huee ki nimaee ko aisa karane se rokean. ye apani dhun mean mast the. kisi bhi chij ki parava nahian karate. jo bhi chij mil jati use hi nasht karate. pani ko ulichate, ann ko pheankate aur vastroan ko bich se pha d dete the. mata bahar jakar as-pas ke logoan ko bula layian. logoan ne inhean is kam se hatane ki cheshta ki, kintu jo bhi inaki or jata, use hi ye marane ke liye dau date. isaliye kisi ki himmat hi nahian p dati thi. jaise-taise logoan ne inhean hatakar shayya par sulaya. charoan or se vidyarthi tatha inake snehi inaki shayya ko gherakar baith gaye. ab ye nirantar pagaloan ki bhaanti bakane lage. logoan se kahate- ‘ham sakshat vishnu haian, hamari pooja karo. sansar mean ham hi ekamatr vandaniy tatha poojaniy haian. tum log nirantar shrikrishn-kirtan kiya karo. sansar mean shrikrishn ka hi nam sar hai aur sabhi vastuean asar haian. is prakar ye n jane kya-kya kahate rahe.’ log apani-apani buddhi ke anusar bhaanti-bhaanti ke anuman lagate. koee kahata- ‘bhootavyadhi hai.’ koee kahata- ‘kisi dakini-shakini ka prakop hai.’ koee-koee upeksha ki drishti se kahata- ‘aji, bahut bakavad ka yahi to phal hota hai, dinabhar shastrarth karake vidyarthiyoan ke sath magajapachchi karake tatha logoan ko chhe dakar baka hi to karate the. inhean kabhi kisi ne chupachap to dekha hi nahian tha. usi ka yah phal hai, pagalapan hai. mastishk ka vikar hai. garmi badh gayi hai aur kuchh nahian hai.’ |
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