shri shrichaitany-charitavali -prabhudatt brahmachari30. digvijayi ka vairagy
mahapurushoan ke sansarg mean jane se kuchh to apane vyarth ke karmoan par pashchattap hoga hi, isiliye bhagavati shruti bar-bar kahati hai ‘kritan smar’ ‘kritan smar’ kie hue ka smaran karo. asali pashchattap to sarvasv ke nasht ho jane par ya apani atyant priy vastu ke n prapt hone par hi hota hai. jinhean param sukh ki ichchha hai aur sansari padarthoan mean usaka abhav pate haian, ve sansari sukhoan mean lat marakar asali sukh ki khoj mean paha doan ki kandaraoan mean tatha ekant sthanoan mean rahakar usaki khoj karane lagate haian unhian ko viragi kahate haian. digvijayi pandit kaishav kashmiri ki hardik ichchha thi ki maian sansar mean sarvottam khyati labh karooan, bharatavarsh mean maian hi sarvashreshth kavi aur pandit samajha jaooan. isi ke liye unhoanne desh-videshoan mean ghoomakar itani ijjat-pratishtha aur dhoom-dham ki samagri ekatrit ki thi, aj ek chhoti umr ke yuvak adhyapak ne unaki sampoorn pratishtha dhool mean mila di. unaki itani ooanchi asha par ekadam pani phir gaya. unaki itani jabaradast khyati agni mean jalakar khak ho gayi, isase unhean b da pashchattap hua. ganga ji se lautakar ve chupachap akar palang par p d rahe. sathiyoan ne bhojan ke liye bahut agrah kiya kintu tabiyat kharab hone ka bahana batakar unhoanne un logoan se apana pichha chhu daya. ve bar-bar sochate the- ‘aj mujhe ho kya gaya? b de-b de diggaj vidvan mere samane bol nahian sakate the, achchhe-achchhe shastri aur achary mere prashnoan ka uttar dena to alag raha, yathavat prashn ko samajh bhi nahian sakate the, par aj ganga-kinare us yuvak adhyapak ke samane meri ek bhi n chali. meri buddhi par patthar p d gaye, usaki ek bat ka bhi mujhase uttar dete nahian bana. meri samajh mean nahian ata yah bat kya hai?’ unhean bar-bar sarasvati devi ke oopar krodh ane laga. ve sochane lage- ‘maianne kitane parishram se sarasvati mantr ka jap kiya tha, sarasvati ne bhi pratyaksh prakat hokar mujhe varadan diya tha, ki maian shastrarth mean sada tumhari jihva par nivas kiya karooangi, aj usane apana vachan kaise jhootha kar diya, aj vah meri jihva par se kahaan chali gayi?’ isi adhe d-bun mean ve usi devi ke mantr ka jap karane lage aur jap karate-karate hi so gaye. svapn mean mano sarasvati devi unake samip ayi haian aur kah rahi haian- ‘sada ek-si dasha kisi ki nahian rahi hai. jo sada sabako vijay hi karata raha hai, use ek din parajit bhi hona p dega. tumhara yah parabhav tumhare kalyan ke hi nimitt hua hai. |
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