vishay soochi
shrikrishnaank
shrikrishhn ki nithy-lila
jivan ka yahi pratham shtar hai, yahi vrinhdavan hai. kishor mean isaki samapti hai. jivan ka doosara shtar asim sahasikata, yahaan tak ki du:sahas- daring hai. yah aitihasik upanhyas Historical romance hai; keval itihas bhi nahian aur keval upanhyas bhi nahian, keval hisab bhi nahian aur keval shvapr bhi nahian, donoan haian— shvaphn itihas bhi aur kavhy itihas bhi; yahi mathura aur dvaraka hai. yah pratham yauvan hai. jivan ka tisara shtar hai vivechanamay karm, hisab-kitab ke karm aur unaki siddhi— Doing, achievement, Dreaming (shvapradarshan aur kalhpana), Daring (siddhi) Doing jivan ke ye tin shtar haian. shrikrishhnalila ke bhi tin bhag haian. shrikrishhnalila mean dekhiye, tisara shtar apoorn he. shrikrishhnalila ka pratham shtar hai van, doosara nagar aur tisara shhmashan. atev tisara shtar apoorn hai, siddhi nahian hai. shrikrishhn lila ek viyoganht natak hai. isake antim shabhd haian ʻnahian hua, kuchh bhi nahian hua.ʼ kurukshetr hua, ni:shashtr rahakar rath chalate hue khade़-kh de shrikrishn ne mahasamar ka adyopanht mahadhhvans dekha. kinhtu nahian hua, kuchh bhi nahian hua. ab prabhas hua, yaduvansh ka dhhvans ho gaya. to bhi kuchh nahian hua. tab khya nirasha hi shesh rah jati hai ? nahian hua re moot moorkh ! shesh kahaan hai ? yah to nithy–lila hai ! nahian hua, jo chaha gaya tha vah nahian hua— jo avashhyak tha, vah nahian hua. nahian hua— bahut cheshhta ki gayi, phir bhi nahian hua. achhchhi bat hai, n hua to n sahi. rote khyoan ho ? soch khyoan karate ho ? udas khyoan hote ho ? n hua to n sahi. ʻhonaʼ chaha hi kisane tha ? shrikrishhn ne ʻhonaʼ nahian chaha. ʻhonaʼ arthat ʻshesh honaʼ ʻsamapht ho janaʼ ʻphir n rahanaʼ. kaun kahata hai ki shrikrishhn ne aisa chaha tha ? shrikrishhn ne yah nahian chaha. shrikrishhn bhagavan haian, shvayan bhagavan haian, ve ʻnithyalilamayʼ haian, unhhoanne samapti nahian chahi, hamane bhi nahian chahi. nahian hua to uttam hi hua. achhchha, ao, ab phir naya khel shuroo karean. ao, phir shvaphn dekhe, vrinhdavan mean phir baj uthe mohan ki murali, kurukshetr aur prabhas ke virath vishal shhmayan ke dhhvansashtoop ke oopar phir baje vanamali ki bansari; padharean kishor-kishori, pravahit ho mridu-malay- samir, nach uthean mayoor-mayoori. yadi sachamuch tumhhean vrinhdavan shvaphn hoga to, phir hogi mathura- dvaraka- lila jal uthega samaranal, phir hoga kurukshetr ka sangram aur phir hogi prabhasalila. ho, ho—shesh nahian hai, nithy- lila ka anht nahian hai, phir hoga vrinhdavan. aur pun:-pun:, pun:-pun: ghoomate harean, rat-din chakr chalata rahe, koee avashhyakata nahian anht hone ki. prashtut hoo, vir ! prashtut hoo, shesh nahian hai, kabhi shesh nahian hai, yah shrikrishhn ki nithy-lila hai. |