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(lekhak – pan. shrirameshachanhdr ji tripathi)
bhagavanh ! mera uddhar karo ! meri nauka par lagao. mere papoan ke bojh se bas, yah doobana hi chahati hai. b di jirn hai yah, aur phir oopar se bojh betaul hai. viparit bayar bah rahi hai, charoan or ghor anhdhakar chhaya hua hai, hathoan-hath nahian soojhata. khene ki kala bhi nahian maloom. ekamatr tumhhara hi bharosa hai. tumhhi par lagane vale ho !
murare ! kshama karo, aparadhoan ko kshama karo, nahian to mera kahian thaur-thikana nahian. b da adham hooan maian. jivanabhar pap-pank mean hi p da raha, din ke chaubis ghanhte aur varsh ke tin sau peansath din bhoo bhar ko badhane mean hi bitaye. bhoolakar bhi kabhi tumhhean shmaran nahian kiya. paramathman ! mujhe apanao ! shapathapoorvak kahata hooan, mujhe apani karani par b di athmaghlani hoti hai, pachhata raha hooan, vishhvas rakho, ab aisa nahian hoga. ab sanbhalakar chalooanga, dinoan ki dinata par dhhyan dooanga, dukhiyoan ke du:kh door karooanga, bhookhoan ko bhojan dooanga, nirvashtroan ko vashtr dooanga, sach kahata hooan, sada paropakar rat rahooanga– pap ki kamaee punhy karyoan mean lutaooanga, kukriti ke kalank ko sukriti ke sarovar mean dho dalooanga.
jagadishhvar ! b da moorkh bana maian. ahankaravash pratijna kar dali sansar ko sankatamukht karane ki. tumhhari shakti ka dhhyan tak nahian kiya. yah nahian socha ki shakti ke shtrot to tumhhi ho, tumhhari ichhchha ke bina ek pathta bhi nahian hil sakata. manushhy bana phir chahe jo, vashtav mean usaki koee hashti nahian, usaka astithv tumhhari anukamhpa par hi nirbhar hai. maianne apani sari pooanji luta di, din-rat ko ek kar diya, khana-pina, sona-dhona sab kuchh bhool gaya, sada gaddi ka adi maian gaanv-gaanv aur van-van mara-mara phira, aur bhi anekoan ko apana sathi banaya, par aj kee varshoan ke bad dekhata hooan, desh ki dasha nahian sudhari. yahi nahian, balki din-din big d hi rahi hai. sanhtaphtoan ka sanhtap badh hi raha hai, anhyay aur athyachar ka atank phailata hi jata hai. samajh liya, bhalibhaanti samajh liya, tumhhari daya ke bina kuchh bhi samhbhav nahian hai. tum jab tak bal nahian dete tab tak koee balavan nahian ho sakata. isaliye ab tumhhian se vinamr nivedan karata hooan, mujhe vah shakti do, jisase maian sansar ko sankatamukht kar sakooan.
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