nandanandan -sudarshan sianh 'chakr'
2. apani bat
mere ek mitr kahate haian- 'tum is anht mean likhe jane vale aansh ko sabase pahile likh lete ho?' unaki bat thik hai, maian pushtak ko vahian se likhana prarambh karata hooan, jahaan se vah chhapati hai aur padhi jati hai. janata hooan ki 'do shabhd', 'apani bat', 'bhoomika' adi kaha jane vala yah aansh pray: anht mean-pushtak pray: chhap jay tab likha jata hai aur isamean apani kathinaiyoan ki charcha hoti hai, pushtak ki visheshata bhi kabhi-kabhi kahi jati hai sahayakoan ko abhar-dhanhyavad adi diya jata hai aur yah sab to anht mean hi kiya ja sakata hai. mujhe inamean-se pray: kuchh nahian karana rahata. pushtak ke sambandh mean kuchh kahana hai to vah vaise hi ab bhi hai, jaise anht mean rahega. pushtak chhapegi hi, yahi nishhchay nahian rahata aur is bar to apane lie hi likhana hai. chhap jay to kanhhaee ka kary, n chhap jay to bhi apana uddeshhy to poora ho hi raha hai. abhar kisi ko dena nahian rahata. kise dooan? krishhn sath n de to kuchh likha hi n jay; kinhtu shhyam ko abhar- yah itana sankochi aur apane se abhinn. usaka to hai hi sab kuchh. shabhd bhi to mere nahian. lekhani pak dakar kagaj kala karane ka shramamatr maianne kiya hai. koee kabhi padh sakata hai; kinhtu yadi usake hriday mean isase kianchit bhi krishhn-prem ki pratiti jagati hai to maian agrim abhari; aur yadi vah bhakt hriday hai to usaki ahaituki- akaran kripa apane ap mujhe prapht hoti hai. vrajaraj-kumar ka yah charit- vaise to yah 'bhagavan vasudev', 'shri dvarikadhish' tatha 'parth sarathi' ke kram ki aantim k di hai; kinhtu apane ap mean shvatantr hai, vishay evan shaili donoan hi drishtiyoan se. pahile 'bhagavan vasudev' se jo shrikrishhn-charit prarambh hua, vah aishvary charit parth-sarathipar poorn ho gaya. vah bhoo-bharahari shrihari ka poornavatar charit hai. ananht aishhvary, shodash-kala-samhpoorn poorn-purush purushottam shrikrishhn ka charit hai vah. shrikrishhn vasudev hai. chaturbhuj, shankh-chakr-gada-padmadhari haian. keval garu dadhhvaj rath hi unaka nahian hai, garu dasan bhi haian. samast rrishigan shridvarikadhish ko sakshannarayan kahate haian. unhoanne svayan apane sanbandh mean yah kaha hai-
'ahan sarvasv prabhavo matt: sarvan pravartate.'[2] sarveshvareshvar shrikrishn - anant aishvary; aur use prakat karane mean unhean koee sankoch nahian hai. |
tika tippani aur sandarbh
sanbandhit lekh
kram sankhya | path ka nam | prishth sankhya |
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