mahabharat katha -chakravarti rajagopalachary
57.mamata evan kartavhy
shrikrishhn ke hastinapur se lautate hi shaanti shthapana ki jo tho di-bahut asha thi, vah bhi lop ho gee. kuanti devi ko jab pata chala ki kulanashi yuddh chhi dega hi to vah b di vhyakul ho uthian. ek or to bhay tha ki sanbhav hai ki kahian vansh ka sarvanash hi n ho jaye, to doosari or kshatriyochit sanshkar ki prerana thi ki samar bhoomi mean khet rahana hi putroan ke liye shreyashkar hoga. vah putroan se kaise kahati ki apaman ka k da ghooant pikar rah jayean aur yuddh n hone dean? yadi yah kahati bhi to kshatriy vir paandav unaki manate bhi khyoan? ve to l deange hi. to phir? natija yahi n hoga ki sare vansh ka amool uchhchhedan ho jaye! jab vansh ka hi nash ho jaye to phir unase kisi ko khya phayada pahuanchega? tabahi ke parinamashvaroop kahian sukh prapht hota hai? ha daiv! yah bhi kaisi duniya hai! kaise isase apane ko bachauan?" mata kuanti ke man mean isi prakar mamata evan virata mean ghor khianchatani ho rahi thi. man mean ek hook-si uthati – "bhishhm, dron, karn jaise ajey maharathiyoan ko mere putr kaise parasht kar payeange? in tinoan mahaviroan ka vichar karate hi man sihar uthata hai. auroan ki to koee bat hi nahian. kauravoan ki sena mean ye tinoan hi aise haian jo mere putroan ke pranahari ban sakate haian. unamean se achary dron shayad mere putroan ka vadh n karean. shishhyoan par apane phyar ke karan, ya shishhyoan se l dana uchit n samajhakar ve mere putroan ko jivit chho d dean to ashhchary nahian. pitamah bhishhm ki bhi yahi bat ho sakati hai. apane pautroan ke pranoan ke phyase ve shayad n banean. par karn! usi ka dar mujhe hai. duryodhan ki manachahi karane khatir mere putroan ko marane ki karn ne than rakhi hai. paandavoan ke nam se hi use ghrina hai. vir bhi to vah b da hai. jab bhi usaka vichar man uthata hai, ek bhanyakar ag-si man mean dhadhak uthati hai. mera jetha l daka apane hi bhaiyoan ke pranoan ka phyasa bane, yah mere hi pap ka to phal hai! khyoan n usake pas jauan aur usake janhm ka sachhcha hal use bata dooan. apane janhm ka hal maloom hone par shayad usake vicharoan mean parivartan ho jaye aur vah paandavoan ko marane ka vichar chho d de." chianta ke karan akul ho rahi kuanti apane putroan ki suraksha ka vichar karati huee ganga ke kinare pahuanchi, jahaan karn roj sandhhya-vandan kiya karata tha. karn vahaan sandhhya karata dikhaee diya. poorv ki or muanh kiye, hath jo de dhhyanamaghn ho karn kh da tha. kuanti usaki pith se lagakar usaka uttariy apane sir par rakhe kh di ho gee. soory ke madhhyahn hone tak karn isi prakar kh da-kh da jap karata raha. soory ke tap ki use jara bhi paravah n thi. |
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