bhagavat sudha -karapatri maharaj
chaturth-pushp
1. bhagavan vyas ko devarshi narad ki preranaah-
tattv ke sakshatkar ke lie sampoorn prayas hote haian. tattv jijnasa hone ke bad hi shravan-mananadi hota hai aur bhagavattattv ka sakshatkar hota hai. bhagavan vyas brahmavidvarishth the. phir bhi unako shanti nahian mili. narad ji maharaj unake samane ae[1] narad ji maharaj ne kaha-‘‘tumane jo kuchh bhi kiya hai bahut ooancha kam kiya hai, isamean sandeh nahian. vedoan ka vyas (vistar) kiya. brahmasootr ka nirman kiya. gita ka nirman kiya. sab kuchh kiya, par apekshakrit bhagavachcharitramrit ka varnan kam kiya. isalie tum vahi karo.’’
vyas ji ve devarshi narad ji ne kaha- hamari mata vedavahi brahmanoan ke yahaan dasi thi. rrishi-maharshi unake yahaan aye hue the. unaki seva mean hamari mata rahati thian. ham bhi unaki seva mean rahate the. un mahatmaoan ke sampark se kuchh dharmanishtha, bhaktinishtha ho gee. antatogatva mata ko saanp ne kat liya. mata mar gayi. maianne socha- achchha hi hua. bhagavan ne param kripa ki, kalyan hi kiya. phir jangal mean chala gaya. ekant mean bhagavan ka dhyan karane laga.
dhyayatashcharanambhojan bhavanirjitachetasa.
autkanthashyashrukalakshasy hridyasinme shanairhariah..[2]
(bhakti bhav se vashikrit chittadvara bhagavan ke shricharan-kamaloan ka dhyan karate hi bhagavatprapti ki utkat lalasa se mere netroan mean aansoo chhal-chhala aye aur hriday mean dhire-dhire bhagavan prakat ho gaye.)
ekant mean b di tanmayata se dhyan karane par paratpar parabrahm prabhu ka hriday me pradurbhav hua. unake anant saundary, anant madhury, lokottar saurasyamrit ka asvadan hua. aise adbhut anand-samplav mean man lin ho gaya ki lok-paralok sab bhool gaya. anandasamplav mean antahkaran lin ho gaya. kshanabhar mean hi vah svaroop antarhit ho gaya. usake bad maianne b da pranayam kiya, aankh dabaya, nak dabaya, kan dabaya- b da prayas kiya, parantu prabhu nahian ae. darshan nahian hua. b da vyakul hua. akash vani huee-
hantasmianmani bhavann maan drashtumiharhati.
avipakvakashayanaan durdashoahan kuyoginamh..
sakridyaddarshitan roopametatkamay teanagh.
matkamah shanakaiah sadhuah sarvanh muanchati hrichchhayanh..[3]
(khed hai ki tum is janm mean mera darshan nahian kar sakoge. jinaki vasanaean poornataya shant nahian ho gayi haian, un adhakachare yogiyoan ko mera darshan atyant durlabh hai. he anagh-nishpap! tere hriday mean mujhe prapt karane ki utkat utkantha jagrat ho isalie maianne tumhean ekabar apana darshan karaya. mujhe prapt karane ki ichchha vala bhakt dhire-dhire hriday ki sampoorn kamanaoan ka bhalibhaanti tyag kar deta hai.)
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