vishay soochi
brahm vaivart puran
shrikrishnajanmakhand: adhyay 37-38
jab unhoanne yuvavastha mean pravesh kiya, tab un jagadamba ko sambodhit karake akashavani ne kaha– ‘shive! tum kathor tapasya dvara bhagavan shiv ko pati-roop mean prapt karo; kyoanki tapasya ke bina eeshvar ko pana athava unake aansh se garbh dharan karana asambhav hai.’ yah akashavani sunakar yauvan ke garv se bhari huee parvati hansakar chup ho rahian. vah man-hi-man sochane lagian ki ‘jo mere doosare janm ki asthi aur bhasm ko dharan karate haian; ve is janm mean mujhe sayani huee dekh kaise nahian grahan kareange. jo chatur hokar bhi mere shok se samooche brahmand mean bhatakate phire; ve hi mujh param sundari ko apani aankhoan se dekh lene par kyoan nahian grahan kareange? jin kripanidhan ne mere liye daksh yajn ka vidhvans kar dala tha; ve apani janm-janm ki patni mujh parvati ko kyoan nahian grahan kareange? poorvajanm se hi jo jisaki patni hai aur jisaka jo pati hai, un donoan mean yahaan bhed kaise ho sakata hai? kyoanki prarabdh ko koee palat nahian sakata.’ atyant abhiman ke karan apane ko samast roop aur gunoan ka adhar manakar sadhvi shiva ne tap nahian kiya. unhoanne shiv ko eeshvar nahian samajha. ‘samast sundariyoan mean mujhase badhakar sundari doosari koee nahian hai’– yah dharana hriday mean lekar shivadevi garvavash tapasya mean nahian pravritt hueean. ve yahi sochati thian ki purush apani striyoan ke roop, yauvan tatha veshabhoosha ka grahak hai. shiv mera nam sunate hi bina tapasya ke mujhe grahan kar leange. man mean yah vishvas lekar girija himavan ke ghar mean rahati thian aur din-rat sakhi-saheliyoan ke bich khel-kood mean matavali raha karati thian. isi samay shighratapoorvak doot ne giriraj ke bhavan mean akar donoan hath jo d unake samane madhur vani mean kaha. doot bola– shailaraj! uthiye, uthiye. akshayavat ke pas jaiye. vahaan vrishabhavahan mahadev ji apane ganoan ke sath padhare haian. maharaj! ap bhaktibhav se mastak jhuka unhean madhupark adi dekar un indriyatit deveshvar ka poojan kijiye. mahadev ji siddhisvaroop, siddhoan ke svami, yogindroan ke guru ke bhi guru, mrityuanjay, kal ke bhi kal tatha sanatan brahmajyoti haian. ve prabhu paramatmasvaroop, sagun tatha nirgun haian. unhoanne bhaktoan ke dhyan ke liye nirmal maheshvar roop dharan kiya hai. doot ki yah bat sunakar himavan prasannatapoorvak uthe aur madhupark adi sath le bhagavan shankar ke samip gaye. doot ki poorvokt bat sunakar devi shiva ke mukh aur netr prasannata se khil uthe. unhoanne apane man mean yahi mana ki maheshvar mere hi liye aye haian. yahi janakar unhoanne vividh divy vastroan tatha divy ratnalankaroan evan malaoan ke dvara apane sampoorn aangoan ko susajjit kiya. tatpashchat apane anupam roop ko dekhakar parvati ne man-hi-man shankar ji ka dhyan kiya. visheshatah svami ke charanakamaloan ka ve chintan karane lagian. us samay shiv ko chho dakar pita, mata, bandhu-bandhav, sadhvi garg tatha sahodar bhaee kisi ko bhi unhoanne apane man mean sthan nahian diya. |
tika tippani aur sandarbh
sanbandhit lekh
adhyay | vishay | prishth sankhya |