nandanandan -sudarshan sianh 'chakr'
27. vrishabhanu baba-sagaee
maian nilamani ke janm-din hi sagaee kar dena chahata tha. maianne usi din use apana bana liya. maianne poochh liya tha usi din bhaee nanhdarayaji se ki ve kab meri kanakalata-si kanya ko apane kumar ke lie shvikar kareange? vrajapati ne mujhe bhujaoan mean bhar liya- 'isamean bhi poochhana avashhyak hai? yah to apaka hi hai.' nilamani par drishti p di meri aur ho gaya- meri kanhya isi ke lie hai, isi ki hai! isamean kuchh kahane-sochane ko rah nahian gaya; kiantu nilasunhdar keval sat din ka tha, tab pootana gokul mean a dhamaki. vah bhale mar gayi; kiantu kans ki or se ham sabako satark to kar hi gayi. kans ki kroor drishti hai vrajaraj ke kumar par, at: mujhe savadhani poorvak hi kuchh karana chahiye. maharshi gargachary a gaye akashmat mere yahaan. maianne prarthana ki aur un kripa-moorti ne shvikar karake mere chhote kumar tatha kanhya ka namakaran kar diya. bhavishhy darshi se maianne bahut dh dakate hriday se poochha tha ki meri kanhya ka vivah kisase hoga? bhaghy ki lipi mitayi jani athyanht kathin hai; kiantu maianne nishhchay kar liya tha- poochha hi isalie tha ki maharshi kuchh aur-kahian anhyatr samhbanhdh soochit karate haian to maian bhaghy ke us lekh ko parivartit karane ke lie jo kuchh karana p dega-karooanga. maian kitani bhi k di tapashya athava anushhthan ke lie prashtut tha; kiantu maharshi ne to mere man ki hi bat kahi thi. 'nanhdatanay ki nithy sangini hai apaki tanaya. maharshi ne kaha tha- 'inaka anadi samhbanhdh- isamean vhyavadhan banane ki shakti srishti mean hai hi nahian.' maian dhanhy-dhanhy ho gaya. maianne prarthana ki thi ki maharshi yah samhbanhdh kara dean; kiantu unhhoanne meri yah prarthana shvikar nahian ki. maharshi ke shabhd mujhe shmaran haian; kiantu unaka tathpary maian samajh nahian saka tha. ab bhi meri samajh mean unaki bat nahian ati. unhhoanne kaha tha- 'anadi damhpatti mean vivah ki aupacharikata a nahian sakati. is avatar-lila mean vah avashhyak to hai; kiantu use shvayan srishtikartta samhpann kareange aur vah bhi samaj ke netroan se paroksh hi rahegi.' |
sanbandhit lekh
kram sankhya | path ka nam | prishth sankhya |
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