vishay soochi
bhakti sudha -karapatri maharaj
shrirasalilarahasy
idhar vrajaanganaoan ka vrat bhi tatsukh-sukhitv hi tha. vrindavan se mathura kuchh door nahian thi; parantu bhagavan ki ichchha n dekhakar unhoanne maran se bhi sahasragun duahkhadayini viyog-vyatha to sahan ki kintu mathura nahian gayian. atah sevak ka pradhan kartavy to svami ki ajna palan karana hi hai. jis samay bhagavan dekhate haian ki mera bhakt mujhase milane ke liye atyant utsuk hai us samay ve use apani madhuri ka tho da-sa rasasvadan kara dete haian. aisa ve isiliye karate haian jisase ki us upasak ki bhagavanmilan ki trishna aur bhi adhik tivratar ho jay. isi se bhagavan ka bhajan karane valoan ko kabhi-kabhi kuchh vilakshan anand ka anubhav hua karata hai; parantu vah sthir nahian rahata. vah bhajananand to prabhuprem ki asakti ke liye hai. jis prakar kisi kamuk purush ko kamini saundary ka tho da-sa bhi vyasan ho jane par phir use kitana hi samajhaya jay vah use chho d nahian sakata usi prakar jise bhajananand ki tho di-si bhi chat lag gayi hai use sansar ka koee bhi sukh akarshit nahian kar sakata. dekho, jis samay narad ji ne dekha ki meri mata ka dehavasan ho gaya to ve yah samajhakar ki mera bhagavadbhajan ka ekamatr pratibandh nasht ho gaya bahut prasann hue aur tatkal van ko chal diye. vahaan indriyoan ka nirodh kar dirghakal tak bhagavadbhajan karate rahe. isi samay ek din bhagavan ne unhean apani madhurima ka yatkianchith rasasvadan karaya. parantu vah anand bahut jaldi tirohit ho gaya. isase narad ji b de vyagr hue. unhoanne bahutera yatn kiya parantu punah us ras ka samasvadan n kar sake. unhoanne prabhu se bahuteri anunay-vinay ki, ve bahutere vihal hue, parantu prabhu ne phir kripa n ki. vastav mean to prabhu ki yah kathorata hi param kripa thi. bhagavan ki sabase b di kripa to yahi hai ki jiv unake liye atyant trishit ho jay. yah to param saubhagy hai. ham log stri, dhan adi ke liye nirantar shok-samudr mean doobe rahate haian. kintu prabhu ke liye hamara antahkaran kabhi dravibhoot nahian hota. n jane vah samay kab ayega jab prabhu ke viprayoganal mean dagdh hokar hamara ek-ek pal ek-ek kalp ke saman vyatit hoga. bhavukoan ki sthiti aisi hi vilakshan hua karati hai. |
tika tippani aur sandarbh
sanbandhit lekh
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