प्रेम सुधा सागर पृ. 434

shriprem sudha sagar

dasham skandh
(poorvardh)
chauansathavaan adhyay

‘tum isake badale mean ek lakh hi nahian, das hajar gauean aur do to bhi maian lene ka nahian.’ is prakar kahakar doosara brahman bhi chala gaya. devadhidev jagadishvar! isake bad ayu samapt hone par yamaraj ke doot aye aur mujhe yamapuri le gaye. vahaan yamaraj ne mujhase poochha- ‘rajan! tum pahale apane pap ka phal bhogana chahate ho ya puny ka? tumhare dan aur dharm ke phalasvaroop tumhean aisa tejasvi lok prapt hone vala hai, jisaki koee sima hi nahian hai’. bhagavan! tab maianne yamaraj se kaha- ‘dev! pahale maian apane pap ka phal bhogana chahata hooan’ aur usi kshan yamaraj ne kaha- ‘tum gir jao.’ unake aisa kahate hi maian vahaan se gira aur girate hi samay maianne dekha ki maian giragit ho gaya hooan.

prabho! maian brahmanoan ka sevak, udar, dani aur apaka bhakt tha. mujhe is bat ki utkrisht abhilasha thi ki kisi prakar apake darshan ho jayean. is prakar apaki kripa se mere poorvajanmoan ki smriti nasht n huee. bhagavan! ap paramatma haian. b de-b de shuddh-hriday yogishvar upanishadoan ki drishti se (abhedadrishti se) apane hriday mean apaka dhyan karate haian. indriyatit paramatmanh! sakshath ap mere netroan ke samane kaise a gaye! kyoanki maian to anek prakar ke vyasanoan, duahkhad karmoan mean phansakar aandha ho raha tha. apaka darshan to tab hota hai, jab sansar ke chakkar se chhutakara milane ka samay ata hai.

tika tippani aur sandarbh

sanbandhit lekh

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varnamala kramanusar lekh khoj

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