prem satsang sudha mala
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parantu kya apako vah anand milata hai? nishchay hi nahian milata. milata hota to apaki sthiti hi badal jati. vahaan, sant ke dhaanche ke antaral mean vah bolata hai, jo sarveshvar hai, jo ‘suhridan sarvanbhootanamh’ ki ghoshanakarata hai; jisamean keval anand-hi-anand hai. par apako to dar lagata hai, pratikoolata ki pratiti hoti hai. jahaan pran ki vyakulata lekar sada ke liye usi manv sama jane ki ichchha ho jani chahiye thi, vahaan uparamata bhi ati hai. aisa kyoan hota hai? isaliye ki usamean mile nahian. ag ki tarah usaki kripa apako charoan or se gher rahi hai, ghere hue hai aur age chalakar vah mila bhi legi nishchay; parantu abhi tak ap apani or se mile nahian. apani durgandh se apako ghrina nahian hai. ap usamean mil jane ki tivr lalasa nahian rakhate. vishvas kijiye- ‘ap chahe malin-se-malin prani kyoan n hoan, keval maile ki tarah apamean durgandh hi kyoan n bhari ho, bahar-bhitar, niche-oopar, keval badaboo a rahi ho; par ‘sant’ nam ki vastu itani pavitr hai, itani saras hai ki usaka sparsh hote hi ap bilakul usi dhaanche mean dhal jaiyega. ag kya yah dekhati hai ki yah mila hai? maila ag mean p da ki sara-ka-sara aangara ban jayaga. astu, miliye. usamean miliye. apani sari malinata, sari durgandh lekar miliye! din-rat usake ishare par chalane ki cheshta kijiye. din-rat sochiye, sant kitane kripalu haian. din-rat yah vichar kijiye- ‘kripamay! tumhari kripa hi mujhe bhale apana le, mujhamean to bal nahian.’ din-rat nam lijiye, chalate-phirate nam lijiye. isase b di sahayata milegi. din-rat yahi ichchha kijiye ki sant ka sang n chhoote. din-rat yahi sochiye ki sant ke liye parivar, sant ke liye ijjat yadi badhak hai to sant ke charanoan mean inako bhi samarpan kar dena hai. isaka yah arth nahian ki maian kisi ko sannyasi banane ki uttejana deta hooan. bahar kap da rangakar bhi kya hoga. parantu yah thik hai, nitant saty hai, sarvasv ki ahuti dene ke liye taiyari man se hi karani p degi. bahar ka dhaancha jyoan-ka-tyoan rahakar man bilakul khali ho jayaga, tabhi apaki abhilasha poorn hogi. |
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tika tippani aur sandarbh
varnamala kramanusar lekh khoj