prem satsang sudha mala
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nath! ab kripa karake isi kshan inhean mita do. maian abodh hooan, ajnani hooan, patit hooan; mujhe pata nahian ki mere man mean ye dosh kis karan se ate haian. inake mitane ka upay to sunata hooan; par usaka acharan bhi mujhase nahian hota. kyoan nahian hota, isaka karan bhi maian nahian janata. atev he daya ke sagar! ab meri or niharo aur phir jo uchit ho, karo. shanti yadi meri kami ke karan mujhe nahian mil rahi hai to phir meri kami ko mita do, isi kshan mita do, aur yadi tumhari ichchha se shanti nahian mil rahi ho, tab to mujhe kuchhakahanahai hi nahian; yah ashanti hi meraparam priy dhan hai— maian aisa anubhav karane lagooan; kyoanki tum mere svami ho, tumhara mujh par poorn adhikar hai. maian tumhari vastu hooan, tum jaise rakhana chaho, vaisehi rakho.’ yah hai premamishrit bhav ki prarthana. yah nahian ho aur shanti chahiye— jaise bhi ho, shanti milani chahiye to phir yah kamana sidhe shabdoan mean karake yahi maangana chahiye ki ‘hamako shanti do, he nath! shanti chahiye, shanti do.’ shanti pane ke liye yahi sarvottam upay maian janata hooan, karata hooan. vahi maianne apako bhi batala diya. 23- yadi un par vishvas n hota ho to yah bhi unhian se kahiye. unhian se poochhiye—‘nath! kahaan se vishvas laooan? paise se kharidane ki chij to yah hai nahian. tum kah sakate ho, upayabatalata hooan use karo. par nath! upay, pata nahian kyoan mujhase nahian hote. sun leta hooan, yatkianchith karane ki bhi cheshta karata hooan, par ve mujhase ho nahian pate, thik mauke par maian phel ho jata hooan, ab tumhian batao nath! kya karooan? yadi tum kaho ki kam, krodh, lobh ko mere bal par daanto to nath! mera apake bal par yatharth vishvas hi nahian hota. kya karooan?’ |
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tika tippani aur sandarbh
varnamala kramanusar lekh khoj