nandanandan -sudarshan sianh 'chakr'
88. mangala dasi-dvitiy grahan-yatra
maian vriddha to ho gayi. kirti beti ke sath ayi hooan usake pitrigrih se. use maianne god mean khilaya hai; kiantu isase kya ho gaya. maian ab bhi durbal to nahian hooan. mujhe hi kyoan sab seva se prithak karana chahate haian? maian kya baithi-baithi bhojan karane ke liye bani hooan. meri radha lali yug-yug jiye, sada saubhagyavati rahe; isane mujhe bacha liya. kirtirani to mujhe pooja ki putali banaye de rahi thian. kahati thian- 'dhatri maan, ab tum shram mat kiya karo. tumhari seva ko sevikayean paryapt haian. tum to bas baithi raho aur ham sabako uchit adesh de diya karo.' lali ne rok diya maan ko- 'nahian maiya, isase to ye bahut shighr vriddha ho jayangi. inhean baithe rahane ka abhyas nahian hai. ab ye baba ki kalindi-kool ki baithak ki svachchhata- seva samhalegi. sevikayean inaki sahayata ko raheangi inake sath.' 'kalindi-kool ki baithak mean kam hi kitana hai ki mere sath sevikayean raheangi.' meri yah bat kisi ne suni nahian. maianne bhi sab sahayika-sevikaoan ko doosare din bhi bhaga diya. meri sahayata ko to lali ki sakhiyaan hi bahut thian. ab pata nahian kya ho gaya hai ki vah baithak hi ham sabake liye band hai. mujhe koee vahaan jane hi nahian deta. vahaan jane ko kahati hooan to kirtirani rone lagati haian- 'dhatri maan! ab vahaan kya dhara hai. vahaan ki svachchhata-sajja kisake liye? ab to sab balikayean dvarika chali gayian. svami kahate haian ki vah baithak lali ki smriti hai. use vaise hi rakhana hai. usamean kinchit bhi parivartan unhean kasht dega.' balikayean dvarika chali gayian? yahi bat mere gale nahian utarati aur sab kahate haian ki maian din mean bhi svapn dekhati hooan. 'balikayean sab haian- sab baithak mean haian. sabaki sab vahian rat ko bhi rahati haian.' meri is bat par ye log vishvas kyoan nahian karate? baithak mean jakar dekh lene se hi to kam chal sakata hai. nandalal bahut natakhat hai. pahile bhi vah mathura jane ka bahana banakar hamari baithak mean bas gaya tha. balikayean kya akeli rah sakati thian vahaan? lalita ne jab mujhe bhi baithak mean ana varjit kar diya to maian samajh gayi ki ab vahaan vanamali a gaya hai. l dakiyoan ko mujh boodhi ke samane sankoch hoga. maian yahaan kirtirani ke samip rahane lagi. tab bhi meri bat koee nahian sunata tha. maian ab van mean nahian ja sakati. panaghat to door, goshth mean bhi mujhe koee jane nahian deta. bhavan mean hi rahati hooan. bahar nikalane lagooan to pata nahian kitani dasiyaan dau deangi, kirtirani svayan a jayangi- 'dhatri maan, tum kahaan ja rahi ho? kya kam hai? apani seva soochit karane mean sankoch kyoan karati ho?' |
sanbandhit lekh
kram sankhya | path ka nam | prishth sankhya |
varnamala kramanusar lekh khoj