नन्दनन्दन -सुदर्शन सिंह चक्र पृ. 47

nandanandan -sudarshan sianh 'chakr'

9. maiya yashoda-simanh‍tan ajakal mujhe kuchh ho gaya hai, pata nahian kh‍ya ho gaya hai. us din maianne suna ki vrajapati devata ho gaye haian to mera hriday dhak se rah gaya. maian jaisi thi, vaisi hi bhagi thi. mujhe kahaan yah dhh‍yan raha tha ki goshh‍th mean sab b de-boodhe gop haian. mujhe nahian chahie koee devata. bhagavan narayan mere mahar ko sakushal sananh‍d rakhean. yah dhatri mukhara bahut bolati hai. pata nahian kh‍ya-kh‍ya kaha karati hai. ise gokul ki hi nahian, sare sansar ki aur samh‍bhavat: sh‍varg ki bhi sab batean jane kahaan se milati rahati haian. sabake gharoan ki, goshh‍thoan ki sudhi rakhati hai. us din sabere haanphati dau di aee thi aur boli- 'maharani! tum meri bat nahian manati thi; ab jakar darshan kar lo! maian kaha karati thi ki shrivrajaraj korhi b de devata haian. ab aj poora gokul unake darshan ko um d p da hai tumh‍hare goshh‍th mean. itana tej-itani jh‍yoti to maianne kisi devata mean bhi nahian suni. jakar darshan kar ao! sau-sau soory jitana tej aur kitana to shital, snigh‍dh hai vah!' maianne ise daant diya tha- 'kh‍ya hua mahar ko? ve ab tak yahaan kh‍yoan nahian padhare?' lekin mera hriday dhak-dhak karane laga. itani der to unh‍hean kabhi nahian hoti thi bhavan mean ane mean. maian kab se unaki pad-vanh‍dana ke liye pratiksha kar rahi hooan. avashh‍y unh‍hean kuchh ho gaya hai. 'sab to darshan karane aye haian unaka.' mukhara ki poori bat sunane jitana dhairy mujhe nahian raha. maian bhagi goshh‍th ki or. sachamuch mere sh‍vami ko kuchh ho gaya tha. unaka aang-aang kaanp raha tha. netroan se ajastr ashrudhara chal rahi thi. shitakal ka samay-magh mas ke anh‍t mean unake sharir se itana sh‍ved chal raha tha ki patuka aur dhoti pani mean bhigi hoan, aisi ho chuki thian. unake sharir se jh‍yoti bahut nikal rahi thi; kiantu unh‍hean kuchh ho gaya tha. mere sh‍vami bolate nahian the. maian jh‍yoti ka kh‍ya karati. mujhe pata nahian ki kaise pukarati un tak pahuanchi thi. maian unako hilakar savadhan karana, uthana chahati thi; kiantu unaka sharir-sh‍parsh karate hi pata nahian mujhe kh‍ya ho gaya. maian apani hi sudh-budh bhool gayi aur tabhi se mujhe kuchh ho gaya hai- aisa kuchh ki use maian samajh nahian pati hooan.

sanbandhit lekh

nandanandan

kram sankhya

path ka nam

prishth sankhya

1.	mangalacharan
2.	apani bat	1
3.	prastavana	4
4.	maharshi shandilh‍y-kul parichay	13
5.	bhagavati poornamasi-madhumangal	24
6.	mata rohini-daoo ka janh‍m	31
7.	chandradev-baba-maiya ka parichay	40
8.	bhagavan bhash‍kar-shriradha-janh‍m	44
9.	maiya yashoda-simanh‍tan	47
10.	nanh‍d baba-shrikrishh‍n-janh‍m	53
11.	dhatri mukhara-janh‍moth‍sav	58
12.	bua nandini-shashh‍thi mahoth‍sav	63
13.	sanakadi kumar-pootana-moksh	69
14.	tuangi tayi-dugh‍dh–pan	80
15.	shukrachary–shridhar vipr	86
16.	maharshi lomash–shakat-bhanh‍jan	90
17.	shrigargachary–namakaran	99
18.	pivari tayi–bhoomh‍yupavesh	106
19.	nana sumukh–annaprashan	111
20.	kubala chachi–shaishav	118
21.	kakabhushundi–kri da	125
22.	maharshi durvasa–trinavart tran	132
23.	maharshi markanh‍dey–varshagaanth	137
24.	atula chachi-chir-chapal	141
25.	bua sunanh‍da-mrid-bhakshan	155
26.	phal-vikrayini	161
27.	vrishabhanu baba-sagaee	167
28.	viprarshi kanh‍v	171
29.	abhinanh‍d taoo-seva-samh‍man	179
30.	mallika mausi-sarvapriy	183
31.	ashvini kumar-karn-vedh	191
32.	madhumangal-makhan chori	196
33.	sharada-upalamh‍bh	204
34.	urvashi-ookhal-banh‍dhan	210
35.	yamalarjun	220
36.	chacha sannand-damodar-mukti	226
37.	kuber-bal-kri da	231
38.	daoo-vrikropadrav	235
39.	upanand taoo-gokul-th‍yag ka prash‍tav	238
40.	nanh‍dan chacha-vrinh‍davan ki or	243
41.	vishvakarma-nanh‍dagaanv	253
42.	rrishabh-naye sakha	257
43.	kirtti maiya-pratham parichay	261
44.	madhuri dasi-panaghat	267
45.	lakshh‍mi-godohan	274
46.	sadhu-sevak-vath‍s-charan	280
47.	tumbaroo-venu-vadan	287
48.	brahmarshi vashishth-vatsoddhar	294
49.	maharshi jajali-bakoddhar	299
50.	vishakha-parichay	305
51.	rangadevi-tulasi-poojan	309
52.	devi durga-vh‍yom-vadh	315
53.	yamaraj-aghoddhar	322
54.	kalinh‍di-van-bhojan	331
55.	brahma-vidhi-vh‍yamoh	337
56.	ganesh-gocharan	348
57.	subal-dadhi-dan	357
58.	vishal-sakha samooh	364
59.	garu d-kaliy-daman	368
60.	devarshi narad-dhenuk-dhvans	379
61.	devaguru brihaspati-pralamb-paritran	384
62.	shanaishchar-dhundha ki holi	388
63.	maharshi aangira-davagni-pan	393
64.	bahin ajaya-govardhan-poojan	404
65.	maharshi pulatsy-govardhan-dharan	410
66.	devaraj indr-govindabhishek	416
67.	patali nani-shanka-sagaee	421
68.	jaladhip varun-divy-darshan	425
69.	bhagavati katyayani-chir-haran	430
70.	budh-vipr-patniyaan	436
71.	shrikrishn-shriradha vivah	443
72.	kamadev-rasaka prarambh	447
73.	chandravali-ras mean man-bhang	454
74.	bhagavan shiv-maharas	462
75.	danavendr may-ajagar uddhar	466
76.	rahu-shankhachoo d-vadh	471
77.	sudevi-pramukh sakhiyoan ka parichay	475
78.	mangal-arisht- sanhar	477
79.	gayatri-keshi-krandan	481
80.	gramadev-akroor aye	486
81.	akroor-adabhut darshan	492
82.	viprapatni rritambhara-baba laute	495
83.	lalita-viyog-darshan	499
84.	bhasvara bhabhi-maan rohini mathura ko	503
85.	uddhav	507
86.	vrindadevi-daoo aye	515
87.	mahabhanu baba-kurukshetr se laute	519
88.	mangala dasi-dvitiy grahan-yatra	523
89.	shriradha	527
90.	bhadrasen	532
91.	rajarshi parikshit-upasanhar	543
92.	aantim prishth	546