नन्दनन्दन -सुदर्शन सिंह चक्र पृ. 462

nandanandan -sudarshan sianh 'chakr'

74. bhagavan shiv-maharas shrihari ne mohini roop dharan karake mujhe uma ke samip rahate bhi sammohit kar liya tha. un sarvasamarth ki maya se mohit maian nagn, unmatt mohini ke pichhe bhagata phira. jab ise smaran karata hooan- sharir romanchit ho jata hai. un mayadhip ke samarthy ki koee sima nahian. is samay to sarveshvareshvar paratpar purush svayan padhare haian prithvi par. ve rasaraj maharas karane vale haian raseshvari ko lekar unaki abhinn sahachariyoan ke sath. unaka yah ras vrindavan mean- golok ke nity nikuanj mean nity hai, shashvat hai; kiantu vrajadhara par vrindavan mean bhi sharatpoornima ki rajani mean vah param rasamayi lila pradurbhoot ho rahi hai. usamean un purushottam ke atirikt to aur kisi purush ka pravesh shaky nahian; parantu stri banakar sambhav hai maian pravesh pa sakooan. vaise vahaan adya bhagavati katyayani- lalita ki anumati paye bina to koee prani pravesh nahian pata. moortiman mahabhav raseshvari shriradha ki sanket- svikriti ke bina adya anumati nahian detian, itana sab hone par bhi prayatn karooanga. shrikrishnachandr ka jo sahaj sneh hai mujh par, usi ka sahara hai. kisi ko yah bhram nahian hona chahiye ki shrihari ne mohini roop dharan karake mujhe sammohit kiya, atah maian yah stri sharir svikar karake rasaraj ko mohit karane ka manorath karooanga. vahaan svayan raseshvari haian aur unaka anant akarshan shrikrishnachandr ko vimugdh banaye rahata hai. ve un mayoor-mukuti ki svamohini ahladini parashakti- shiv unaki sahachariyoan mean- sevikaoan mean bhi stri banakar pravesh pa jay to param saubhagy. parvatadhiraj tanaya ko sath lane ka prashn hi nahian tha. unake sath stri sharir dharan mean sankoch n bhi karooan to bhi pahichanakar pak d liye jane ka bhay to hai hi. n gan, n vrishabh- yah sang-sath sambhav nahian. apane karpoor-gaur roop se stri ban jane ka sahas bhi nahian kar saka. yah chandrojval roop raseshvari ki anant saundary rashi sakhiyoan ke sammukh atyant upekshaniy pratit hota. maianne apane nilalohit roop ka ashray liya. shrikrishn ki sakhiyoan mean kuchh shyamaangi bhi to haian, maian unamean chhip sakata hooan. kya hua ki sabase adhik kali dikhooangi. isamean to sevika samajh liye jane ki suvidha hai aur yadi aisa ho jay- seva ka saubhagy mil sakata hai. maian vrindavan pahuancha to shashaank ki gati hi stambhit nahian ho gayi thi, meri svayan ki gati gagan mean hi stambhit ho gayi. maian vahian se darshan karata raha- bahut der tak atm-vismrit bana raha. kab tak? kuchh pata nahian; kiantu sambhavatah sampoorn divy ratri tak. maian jab niche pahuanch saka tab to ras-raj ki rasakri da samapt hi hone vali thi. prarambh se darshan ka avasar prapt hua tha mujhe. vanamali pulin par se uthe aur unhoanne murali adharoan par rakh li. raseshvari ko adarapoorvak vam bhag mean le liya. yah shriradha-krishn ki parasparaliangit apar chhavi-chhata. vam bhag mean jhukata, laharata mayoor mukut aur nil-pit vasanoan ki sammilit shobha. donoan ke aangoan par unaki aangakaanti se bane haridvarn vastr; kiantu shyam ka vastr shriradha ke aangoan par pahuanchakar shatagunit pit ho uthata tha aur raseshvari ke vastr ki nilima ki jyoti rasaraj ke shriaang par pahuanchakar param kanti deti thi.

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nandanandan

kram sankhya

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prishth sankhya

1.	mangalacharan
2.	apani bat	1
3.	prastavana	4
4.	maharshi shandilh‍y-kul parichay	13
5.	bhagavati poornamasi-madhumangal	24
6.	mata rohini-daoo ka janh‍m	31
7.	chandradev-baba-maiya ka parichay	40
8.	bhagavan bhash‍kar-shriradha-janh‍m	44
9.	maiya yashoda-simanh‍tan	47
10.	nanh‍d baba-shrikrishh‍n-janh‍m	53
11.	dhatri mukhara-janh‍moth‍sav	58
12.	bua nandini-shashh‍thi mahoth‍sav	63
13.	sanakadi kumar-pootana-moksh	69
14.	tuangi tayi-dugh‍dh–pan	80
15.	shukrachary–shridhar vipr	86
16.	maharshi lomash–shakat-bhanh‍jan	90
17.	shrigargachary–namakaran	99
18.	pivari tayi–bhoomh‍yupavesh	106
19.	nana sumukh–annaprashan	111
20.	kubala chachi–shaishav	118
21.	kakabhushundi–kri da	125
22.	maharshi durvasa–trinavart tran	132
23.	maharshi markanh‍dey–varshagaanth	137
24.	atula chachi-chir-chapal	141
25.	bua sunanh‍da-mrid-bhakshan	155
26.	phal-vikrayini	161
27.	vrishabhanu baba-sagaee	167
28.	viprarshi kanh‍v	171
29.	abhinanh‍d taoo-seva-samh‍man	179
30.	mallika mausi-sarvapriy	183
31.	ashvini kumar-karn-vedh	191
32.	madhumangal-makhan chori	196
33.	sharada-upalamh‍bh	204
34.	urvashi-ookhal-banh‍dhan	210
35.	yamalarjun	220
36.	chacha sannand-damodar-mukti	226
37.	kuber-bal-kri da	231
38.	daoo-vrikropadrav	235
39.	upanand taoo-gokul-th‍yag ka prash‍tav	238
40.	nanh‍dan chacha-vrinh‍davan ki or	243
41.	vishvakarma-nanh‍dagaanv	253
42.	rrishabh-naye sakha	257
43.	kirtti maiya-pratham parichay	261
44.	madhuri dasi-panaghat	267
45.	lakshh‍mi-godohan	274
46.	sadhu-sevak-vath‍s-charan	280
47.	tumbaroo-venu-vadan	287
48.	brahmarshi vashishth-vatsoddhar	294
49.	maharshi jajali-bakoddhar	299
50.	vishakha-parichay	305
51.	rangadevi-tulasi-poojan	309
52.	devi durga-vh‍yom-vadh	315
53.	yamaraj-aghoddhar	322
54.	kalinh‍di-van-bhojan	331
55.	brahma-vidhi-vh‍yamoh	337
56.	ganesh-gocharan	348
57.	subal-dadhi-dan	357
58.	vishal-sakha samooh	364
59.	garu d-kaliy-daman	368
60.	devarshi narad-dhenuk-dhvans	379
61.	devaguru brihaspati-pralamb-paritran	384
62.	shanaishchar-dhundha ki holi	388
63.	maharshi aangira-davagni-pan	393
64.	bahin ajaya-govardhan-poojan	404
65.	maharshi pulatsy-govardhan-dharan	410
66.	devaraj indr-govindabhishek	416
67.	patali nani-shanka-sagaee	421
68.	jaladhip varun-divy-darshan	425
69.	bhagavati katyayani-chir-haran	430
70.	budh-vipr-patniyaan	436
71.	shrikrishn-shriradha vivah	443
72.	kamadev-rasaka prarambh	447
73.	chandravali-ras mean man-bhang	454
74.	bhagavan shiv-maharas	462
75.	danavendr may-ajagar uddhar	466
76.	rahu-shankhachoo d-vadh	471
77.	sudevi-pramukh sakhiyoan ka parichay	475
78.	mangal-arisht- sanhar	477
79.	gayatri-keshi-krandan	481
80.	gramadev-akroor aye	486
81.	akroor-adabhut darshan	492
82.	viprapatni rritambhara-baba laute	495
83.	lalita-viyog-darshan	499
84.	bhasvara bhabhi-maan rohini mathura ko	503
85.	uddhav	507
86.	vrindadevi-daoo aye	515
87.	mahabhanu baba-kurukshetr se laute	519
88.	mangala dasi-dvitiy grahan-yatra	523
89.	shriradha	527
90.	bhadrasen	532
91.	rajarshi parikshit-upasanhar	543
92.	aantim prishth	546