nandanandan -sudarshan sianh 'chakr'
72. kamadev-ras ka prarambh
bhagavan bhootanath ne mujhe bhasm kar diya; kiantu yah to meri parajay nahian thi. maian bhale bhasm hua, parantu mere kanishth bhrata krodh ne unhean kampit karake unaka dirghakalin tap dhvast kar diya. maian svikar karata hooan ki mujhe samyak parajay prapt huee dharm-nandan bane badarikashram mean taponirat nar-narayan se; lekin manmath to un shrihari ka hi aansh hai. aansh apane aanshi se nyoon to rahega hi. un shrihari ke padashritoan se bhi madan parabhoot ho jaya karata hai. un anandaghan ka charanashray lekar hi devarshi narad ne tatha devarshi jaise doosaroan ne mujh makaradhvaj ko parabhoot kiya hai. maian ise parajay nahian manata; kyoanki mere aanshi ke ashram mean jakar baith jana mujhase abhay kar deta hai, yah to sahaj svabhavik hai. bhagavan shiv ne mujhe bhasm karake anang bana diya. yah mere samarthy ka vardhak hi bana. maian adrishy rahakar adhik akramak ho gaya. us din devarshi ne mujhe devalok mean dekha aur hans p de. bole- 'suman sukumar devata! ab is nandan kanan mean hi bane rahana. dhara ki or dekhane ki dhrishtata mat karana.' 'prithvi par koee abhootapoorv parivartan ho gaya hai?' maian uttejit ho gaya tha- 'koee purari se bhi prabal tapasvi paida ho gaya vahaan? srishtikartta apane se adhik samarth sanyami ke srijan mean saphal ho gaye?' 'ek gop-kumar a gaya hai bharat-dhara par vrindavan mean.' devarshi ne vyang kiya- 'vah darpitoan ki bahut durgati karata hai. kahian bhoolakar udhar mat bhatak jana. durmad-dalan ka vah vrati- usase door hi raho, usi mean daiv ko sanukool samajho! duahkh paoge yadi udhar gaye.' 'gopakumar? kitane yugoan se vah tapo-nirat hai?' maian ahankar se uddipt poochh baitha. 'vah tap nahian karata. gayean charata hai aur vraj ki balikaoan se parihas bhi kar leta hai.' devarshi ka vyang maianne samajha nahian. ve chale gaye yah kahakar- 'tumhare sampoorn paurush ko parajit karane ka achchha abhyas hai use.' mujhe yah asahy ho gaya. pushpadhanva ko koee gopakumar parajit karega? vah bhi koee tapasvi nahian, balak aur yadi vah balikaoan se parihas karata hai to mere vikar usamean vidyaman haian, yah to poorv nishchit ho gaya. maian use dekhooanga. kisi manav-kumar ko parajit karane ke liye keval mera dhanush paryapt hai. sahayakoan ko sath lena anavashyak laga mujhe. vasant, malay-marut, apsarayean adi maianne sath nahian lian. |
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