nandanandan -sudarshan sianh 'chakr'
8. bhagavan bhashkar-shriradha-janhm
vrihathsanupur ke adhipati ka nam mujhe unase atamiyata shthapit karata hai. manushhyoan ki bhaanti mujhe bhi nam-samhy se shneh ho gaya hai. doosare log bhale vrish= dharm+bhanu vhyutpatti karake vrishabhanu ka arth dharm ka soory karean, maian to vrish rashi ka soory hi arth karata hooan; khyoanki isake karan ve mujhe apane pratik lagate haian. paramapurush ki abhinnarupa ahladini shakti prakat hoangi unaki putri hokar to unake bhanu-nandini hi to kaha jayega. purushottam ko kalinhdi patiroop mean avashhy prapht kareangi aur meri yah putri in nithy shriharipriya ki aanshodbhava hi to hai. at: maian apana pitrithv yahian khyoan chho d dooan. nanhdananhdan ko jamata n banana chahe, us purush ka putri ko janhm dena vhyarth hai. mujhe shruti 'sahasrarashmi' kahati hai. meri sahashtr-sahashtr rashmiyaan saloni balikayean ban sakean to maian sabako un ane vale vrajarajakumar ko hi varan karane ki prerana dooanga. vrihathsanupur se mera mamathv ab sabhi sur samajhane lage haian. vahaan ki mahima bhi ab shvargadhip ne shvikar kar li hai. yah shakr ka mujh par anugrah nahian hai, yah unaka hi saubhaghy hai. isase unhhean meri bhanu-nandini ki seva ka kuchh to avasar mil hi jayaga. abhi to vrishabhanuji ne keval ek kumar paya hai. gokul mean bhagavan ananht ke avirbhav ke keval do din pichhe aya yah shvarnagaur shridam. maian bahut uthsuk tha ki isake janhmothsav mean samasht vrihathsanu ko-samhmukh dikhate nanhdishhvarasanu ko bhi rathnamay kar dooan; kiantu pata nahian vah ane-vali meri mani huee manini balika soory ki raktarun maniyoan ke prati kaisi ruchi rakhegi. mujhe usaki pratiksha karani hai; khyoanki usaki ruchi, usake manas ka shparsh to strashhta ki bhi shakti mean nahian hai. kala-kashhthadi se lekar din, saphtah, mas, varshadi kalhpatak kal ka sarjak mean hi hooan. at: kalhp paryanhtakal mean mere lie bhavishhy kuchh nahian hai. maian dekh raha hooan ki kal-yahi kuchh manav varsh ke pashhchat gokul ka janapad kahaan hoga. vah nanhdishhvarasanu par bana: nanhd-bhavan to maian aj hi prathyaksh dekh raha hooan; kiantu abhi to us shthan ki sajhja anavasar kahi jayagi. mujhe anhtarik ananhd bhi avega, jab vahaan is vrihathsanupur ka upahar jakar alankar bane aur usaka shrey isake adhishhvar ko prapht ho. |
sanbandhit lekh
kram sankhya | path ka nam | prishth sankhya |
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