नन्दनन्दन -सुदर्शन सिंह चक्र पृ. 357

nandanandan -sudarshan sianh 'chakr'

57. subal-dadhi-dan 'bahin ko kh‍ya ho gaya hai? vah itani udas kh‍yoan rahati hai?' maianne lalita se poochha. idhar bahut dinoan se mujhe avasar hi nahian milata din mean ghar rahane ka. shh‍yamasunh‍dar jab se bachhade़ charane jane laga hai, sabere hi uthakar n bhago to pata nahian nanh‍dishvarapur ke sakha kidhar nikal jayan apane bachhade़ lekar aur van se chahe sayankal lauto ya do gh di mean hi lauto, nilasunh‍dar mujhe ane kahaan deta hai. ratri ka anh‍dhakar hone lagata hai tab kahian shridam bhaiya ke sath mujhe maiya kisi-n-kisi sevak ko pahuanchane bhejati haian. 'tujhe kh‍ya hai, too to poore din apane sakha ke sath rahata hai. vah tujhe kanh‍dhe par hath rakhe chipakaye ghoomata hai. tujhe ham sabaki kh‍yoan chinh‍ta hone lagi. ham usaka mukh dekhane ko tarasati rahati haian aur......lalita to rone hi lagi- 'tum saboan ko pata nahian bachhade़ charane ki kh‍yoan soojh gayi thi. ab to too bhi usake sath gayean charayega. din bhar van mean khelega, koodega, oodham karega! ek din ghar baithakar dekh to pata lage ki hamari kh‍ya dasha hai! aj toone kh‍yoan nahian bhojan kiya? too kh‍yoan sabere se muanh banaye hai? too kh‍yoan bar-bar dvar ki or bhagata hai? apani to sochata nahian aur bahin ki pooanchhata hai? ham to panaghat par tanik mil leti thian; usase bhi gayian.' sachamuch maianne yah to kabhi nahian socha maian kanh‍haee ke bina rat mean ghar kaise rahata hooan, maian hi janata hooan. aj meri varshagaanth hai, van mean jane ko nahian mila. baba aur maiya ke kitana mana karane par bhi bhaiya shridam chala gaya gayean lekar. usaka jana hi uchit tha. maian to ghar rah hi gaya is varshagaanth ke baval mean, bhaiya bhi kh‍yoan vh‍yarth mere mohan ke samip rahane se vanchit rahata. maianne hi use kah diya ki vah avashh‍y chala gaya. aj kanh‍haee sabere hi milakar chala gaya mera hriday chhatapata raha hai. din pata nahian kitana b da ho gaya hai. pata nahian kab sanh‍dhh‍ya hogi aur shh‍yamasunh‍dar lautega. varshagaanth mean kh‍ya-kya hua, mujhe kam hi pata hai. maian to yahi sochata rah gaya ki sakha van mean kahaan hoange, kh‍ya karate hoange. aj avashh‍y kanooan ujh‍jh‍val ya bhadr ke kanh‍dhe par apani vam bhuja rakhega. aj kh‍ya-kh‍ya karega vah? avashh‍y aj vah udas rahega. sada ke saman ulh‍lasit nahian rahega. apane subal ko bar-bar sh‍maran karega. vah bhi mere bina kahaan rah pata hai. kisi din tanik der ho jay, van mean tanik door kisi kunj mean ho jaooan to pukarane lagata hai, ulahana deta hai, dhooandhane chal deta hai- 'too kahaan chala gaya tha? ab tak kahaan tha? kya karane laga tha?' aj thak bhi jayaga to kisake kanh‍dhe par bhuja rakhakar vishram karega? kisake uru ko upadhan banakar soyega? kitana to sankochi hai. kisi se kahega bhi nahian ki thak gaya hai! bahut buri hai varshagaanth! maian kahooanga kal usase ki is asuri ko bhi mar de. yah ati hai to mujhe usake sath van mean jane ko nahian milata. vahi kh‍yoan aj shighr nahian laut ata? itani der to ho gayi. gayoan ka pet kab ka charakar bhar gaya hoga. kuchh pahile aj a jay to kh‍ya use baba kuchh kahane vale haian? maiya to pratidin kahati hai ki ham sab van se shighr a jaya karean.

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prishth sankhya

1.	mangalacharan
2.	apani bat	1
3.	prastavana	4
4.	maharshi shandilh‍y-kul parichay	13
5.	bhagavati poornamasi-madhumangal	24
6.	mata rohini-daoo ka janh‍m	31
7.	chandradev-baba-maiya ka parichay	40
8.	bhagavan bhash‍kar-shriradha-janh‍m	44
9.	maiya yashoda-simanh‍tan	47
10.	nanh‍d baba-shrikrishh‍n-janh‍m	53
11.	dhatri mukhara-janh‍moth‍sav	58
12.	bua nandini-shashh‍thi mahoth‍sav	63
13.	sanakadi kumar-pootana-moksh	69
14.	tuangi tayi-dugh‍dh–pan	80
15.	shukrachary–shridhar vipr	86
16.	maharshi lomash–shakat-bhanh‍jan	90
17.	shrigargachary–namakaran	99
18.	pivari tayi–bhoomh‍yupavesh	106
19.	nana sumukh–annaprashan	111
20.	kubala chachi–shaishav	118
21.	kakabhushundi–kri da	125
22.	maharshi durvasa–trinavart tran	132
23.	maharshi markanh‍dey–varshagaanth	137
24.	atula chachi-chir-chapal	141
25.	bua sunanh‍da-mrid-bhakshan	155
26.	phal-vikrayini	161
27.	vrishabhanu baba-sagaee	167
28.	viprarshi kanh‍v	171
29.	abhinanh‍d taoo-seva-samh‍man	179
30.	mallika mausi-sarvapriy	183
31.	ashvini kumar-karn-vedh	191
32.	madhumangal-makhan chori	196
33.	sharada-upalamh‍bh	204
34.	urvashi-ookhal-banh‍dhan	210
35.	yamalarjun	220
36.	chacha sannand-damodar-mukti	226
37.	kuber-bal-kri da	231
38.	daoo-vrikropadrav	235
39.	upanand taoo-gokul-th‍yag ka prash‍tav	238
40.	nanh‍dan chacha-vrinh‍davan ki or	243
41.	vishvakarma-nanh‍dagaanv	253
42.	rrishabh-naye sakha	257
43.	kirtti maiya-pratham parichay	261
44.	madhuri dasi-panaghat	267
45.	lakshh‍mi-godohan	274
46.	sadhu-sevak-vath‍s-charan	280
47.	tumbaroo-venu-vadan	287
48.	brahmarshi vashishth-vatsoddhar	294
49.	maharshi jajali-bakoddhar	299
50.	vishakha-parichay	305
51.	rangadevi-tulasi-poojan	309
52.	devi durga-vh‍yom-vadh	315
53.	yamaraj-aghoddhar	322
54.	kalinh‍di-van-bhojan	331
55.	brahma-vidhi-vh‍yamoh	337
56.	ganesh-gocharan	348
57.	subal-dadhi-dan	357
58.	vishal-sakha samooh	364
59.	garu d-kaliy-daman	368
60.	devarshi narad-dhenuk-dhvans	379
61.	devaguru brihaspati-pralamb-paritran	384
62.	shanaishchar-dhundha ki holi	388
63.	maharshi aangira-davagni-pan	393
64.	bahin ajaya-govardhan-poojan	404
65.	maharshi pulatsy-govardhan-dharan	410
66.	devaraj indr-govindabhishek	416
67.	patali nani-shanka-sagaee	421
68.	jaladhip varun-divy-darshan	425
69.	bhagavati katyayani-chir-haran	430
70.	budh-vipr-patniyaan	436
71.	shrikrishn-shriradha vivah	443
72.	kamadev-rasaka prarambh	447
73.	chandravali-ras mean man-bhang	454
74.	bhagavan shiv-maharas	462
75.	danavendr may-ajagar uddhar	466
76.	rahu-shankhachoo d-vadh	471
77.	sudevi-pramukh sakhiyoan ka parichay	475
78.	mangal-arisht- sanhar	477
79.	gayatri-keshi-krandan	481
80.	gramadev-akroor aye	486
81.	akroor-adabhut darshan	492
82.	viprapatni rritambhara-baba laute	495
83.	lalita-viyog-darshan	499
84.	bhasvara bhabhi-maan rohini mathura ko	503
85.	uddhav	507
86.	vrindadevi-daoo aye	515
87.	mahabhanu baba-kurukshetr se laute	519
88.	mangala dasi-dvitiy grahan-yatra	523
89.	shriradha	527
90.	bhadrasen	532
91.	rajarshi parikshit-upasanhar	543
92.	aantim prishth	546