nandanandan -sudarshan sianh 'chakr'
4. maharshi shandilhy-kul parichay
itana shraddhalu, sevaparayan yajaman yuva se tarun hua aur tarun se vriddh hone ko a gaya; kiantu sanhtanahin tha. sanhtanahin the usake sab bhaee. jaise srishhtakarta ne yah kalank lene ko gokul bheja tha ki maian apane yajaman parjanhy ka vansh samapht karane vala purohit banooan. shandily ke lie yah asahy tha; kiantu koee upay isaka mere pas nahian tha. meri chinhta meri apani hi nahian thi. yah poore vraj ki chinhta thi. maian bhale jhyotirvid n hoooan, mere anek parichit the aur unaki grah-ganana jo nahian bata sakati thi, vah to ham dhhyan karake sahaj jan lene mean samarth the; kiantu hamara dhhyan, jhyotirvidoan ki grah-ganana koee bhi ashhvasan nahian bani. sabase jo jnat hota tha, vah kab hoga? samay to vhyatit hota ja raha tha aur hamare dhhyan mean jo prathyaksh hota tha, vah to ashpashht tha. pata nahian khyoan nanhd ke putr ke samhbanhdh mean sanyam karane par chitt nirvikalhp samadhi mean pahuanch jata tha. yah to nanhdananhdan ke avirbhav ke pashhchat samajh saka ki koee grah-ganit un tak nahian pahuanchata aur unako hi anht:karan mean avirbhoot n hona ho to unake samhbanhdh ka sanyam keval nirvikalhp samadhi dega; khyoanki unake shmaran ka itana prasad-pratap to prapht hoga hi. vrajapati se kuchh kahana asangat tha; khyoanki ve kisi sakam anushhthan ke lie udyat nahian kiye ja sakate the. unako sanket karane par ve kah dete the- 'shrinarayan ki jo ichhchha ho. un mangalamay ka vidhan hamare lie bhi mangalapoorn hi hoga.' maian bhale purohit hooan; kiantu nishhkam bhakti ka achary hooan. apane bhakti-darshan mean maianne isaki dunhdubhi bajayi hai. samhpoorn pancharatragam shrinarayan ke prati apane ko sarvathmana samarpan ka hi udghosh hai. at: apane nishhkam yajaman ko maian putreshti athava anhy koee bhi sakam yajnanushhthan karane ka adesh kaise de sakata tha. |
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