nandanandan -sudarshan sianh 'chakr'
34. urvashi-ookhal-banhdhan
maianne bhagavati ko mashtak jhukaya. bahut yajn dekhe haian maianne. koee yajn nahian jo mera dekha n ho. suroan ko yadyapi aindriyak bhog prapt nahian hote, manushhyoan ke manorajy se kinchidh bhinn haian devataoan ke bhog deh ke bhog; kiantu shachi ki apeksha kahian adhik maian vilasi surapati ko vash mean rakhana janati hooan. maian bhale dev-sabha mean shachi ke saman inhdr ke sath sianhasan par n baith sakooan; kiantu shakr kisi yajn mean sath le jane ka mera agrah talane ki shakti nahian rakhate. yajn-shthal mean jakar mujhe khya dekhana hai. maian yahaan dadhi-manhthan karati apani in pitamahi ke pad darshan to kar sakati hooan. brajeshvari-sarveshvari bhi jinhean mata manakar mashtak jhukavean, unaka yah saunhdary dhany hai! kaishoan mean lagi mallika ki mala ke pushhp madhhy mean ek do karake shkhalit ho rahe haian. veni hil rahi hai aur shithil p d gayi hai. shved binhdu a gaye haian bhal ko bhooshit karate sindoor binhdu ke idhar-udhar. nasika par jhal-malate ye binhdu! kapoloan par karn mean p de mani kunhdal chanchal ho rahe haian. chanchal ho rahe haian kanchuki se kase payodhar aur unase jharate vathsalhy se kanchu ki vashtr ard ho raha hai. donoan kar chal rahe haian rajhju khianchate. kankanoan ki dhhvani mean svar milakar ye apane putr ke manjucharit ga rahi haian. yah lalit kavhy! yah shvar saushhthav! maian shvarg ki sarvashreshhth apsara bhi yah shvar-sangit kavhy kabhi kalhpana mean avega- nahian soch saki. 'nahian ri! maian unaki charan-charchika matr hooan.' maianne bhagavati sharada ki or sopalamhbh dekha. maian kahana chahati thi- 'ap yah shvar, sangit, kavhy de sakati haian aur is putri ko ab tak apane vanchit rakha?' lekin unhoanne shvayan kaha- 'maian bhi inaki pad raj ki hi kamana karati hooan. inake prabhav ko janana mere bhi vash mean nahian. too keval darshan kar!' |
sanbandhit lekh
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