नन्दनन्दन -सुदर्शन सिंह चक्र पृ. 188

nandanandan -sudarshan sianh 'chakr'

30. mallika mausi-sarvapriy sh‍vami sokar der se uthate haian. brahmamuhoort ho jane se pahile bhi to uth sakate haian. uthakar unh‍hean apani nity kriya mean bhi adhik hi samay lagata hai. gayean duhate haian aur tab kahian kaleoo lekar gocharan ke lie gauoan ko kholate haian. mera hriday chhatapatata hai- isi samay nilamani a jay to? aj to laga ki sh‍vami ko van mean janean mean bahut adhik vilamh‍b hua. ve rahate hai tab tak dadhi-manh‍than ka mujhe kahaan avakash milata hai. unake uthane se poorv maian keval grih sh‍vachh‍chh kar pati hooan. phir unake sh‍nan, godohan sabhi mean sahayata karani p dati hai. sh‍vami ko kaleoo dekar maian aj dadhi-manh‍than karane dvar ke samh‍mukh hi kh di huee thi. kanh‍haee grih ke samh‍mukh se bhi nikale to maian use pukar looangi. itana to nahian rootha hoga ki pukarane par bhi n ave. mujhe bahut nirasha huee- kitana du:kh hua, kaise kahooan. kanh‍haee nahian aya. din chadh aya aur vah nahian aya. pratidin isase bahut pahile a jata tha. kal maianne itana khijhaya hai, vrajaraj ka kumar hai- shishu hua to kh‍ya. mujh samanh‍y gopi ka itana ulajhana kaise sahega. ab vah nahian avega. goshh‍th bhi sh‍vachh‍chh karana hai, yah mujhe kahaan sh‍maran tha. maian to dadhipatr mean oopar makhan tair aya tab se patr lie pathapar netr lagaye baithi thi. makhan maian patr se nikal leti to utana komal nahian rah jata; kiantu shh‍yam nahian aya. jo navanit nilamani khane nahian a raha hai, use banh‍dar khay, bilh‍li khay, shh‍van khay- koee khay, usaka mujhe karana kh‍ya tha. maianne ghat uthaya aur vaise hi khula dvara chho dakar yamuna chali gayi. man mean to ata tha ki kalinh‍di mean pravesh karek sharir hi chho d dooan; kiantu kanh‍haee ko ek drishti dekhane ki lalasa ne yah nahian karane diya. vah nahian ata mere ghar to maian jiji ke yahaan jakar to use dekh sakati hooan. maian sh‍nan karake, ghat bharakar lauti. b‍hut bhara-bhara man tha. 'pata nahian ab kabhi nilamani mere ghar avega bhi ya nahian.' isi chinh‍ta mean chali a rahi thi. door se apane dvar par drishti gayi aur maian‍ thithak-kar kh di ho gayi. mujhe srishtikartta isase b da koee varadan nahian de sakata tha. shh‍yam mere ghar a gaya tha. vah dvar ki or pith karake dadhi-manh‍than-patr ke samip donoan pair phailaye baitha tha. pith par ghuangharali alakean phaili thian. ek pair mo dakar ghutanoan ke bal ek hath se patr pak dakar utha aur patr mean ujhakakar dahine kar se tanik-sa navanit nikal kar mukh mean dala isane.

sanbandhit lekh

nandanandan

kram sankhya

path ka nam

prishth sankhya

1.	mangalacharan
2.	apani bat	1
3.	prastavana	4
4.	maharshi shandilh‍y-kul parichay	13
5.	bhagavati poornamasi-madhumangal	24
6.	mata rohini-daoo ka janh‍m	31
7.	chandradev-baba-maiya ka parichay	40
8.	bhagavan bhash‍kar-shriradha-janh‍m	44
9.	maiya yashoda-simanh‍tan	47
10.	nanh‍d baba-shrikrishh‍n-janh‍m	53
11.	dhatri mukhara-janh‍moth‍sav	58
12.	bua nandini-shashh‍thi mahoth‍sav	63
13.	sanakadi kumar-pootana-moksh	69
14.	tuangi tayi-dugh‍dh–pan	80
15.	shukrachary–shridhar vipr	86
16.	maharshi lomash–shakat-bhanh‍jan	90
17.	shrigargachary–namakaran	99
18.	pivari tayi–bhoomh‍yupavesh	106
19.	nana sumukh–annaprashan	111
20.	kubala chachi–shaishav	118
21.	kakabhushundi–kri da	125
22.	maharshi durvasa–trinavart tran	132
23.	maharshi markanh‍dey–varshagaanth	137
24.	atula chachi-chir-chapal	141
25.	bua sunanh‍da-mrid-bhakshan	155
26.	phal-vikrayini	161
27.	vrishabhanu baba-sagaee	167
28.	viprarshi kanh‍v	171
29.	abhinanh‍d taoo-seva-samh‍man	179
30.	mallika mausi-sarvapriy	183
31.	ashvini kumar-karn-vedh	191
32.	madhumangal-makhan chori	196
33.	sharada-upalamh‍bh	204
34.	urvashi-ookhal-banh‍dhan	210
35.	yamalarjun	220
36.	chacha sannand-damodar-mukti	226
37.	kuber-bal-kri da	231
38.	daoo-vrikropadrav	235
39.	upanand taoo-gokul-th‍yag ka prash‍tav	238
40.	nanh‍dan chacha-vrinh‍davan ki or	243
41.	vishvakarma-nanh‍dagaanv	253
42.	rrishabh-naye sakha	257
43.	kirtti maiya-pratham parichay	261
44.	madhuri dasi-panaghat	267
45.	lakshh‍mi-godohan	274
46.	sadhu-sevak-vath‍s-charan	280
47.	tumbaroo-venu-vadan	287
48.	brahmarshi vashishth-vatsoddhar	294
49.	maharshi jajali-bakoddhar	299
50.	vishakha-parichay	305
51.	rangadevi-tulasi-poojan	309
52.	devi durga-vh‍yom-vadh	315
53.	yamaraj-aghoddhar	322
54.	kalinh‍di-van-bhojan	331
55.	brahma-vidhi-vh‍yamoh	337
56.	ganesh-gocharan	348
57.	subal-dadhi-dan	357
58.	vishal-sakha samooh	364
59.	garu d-kaliy-daman	368
60.	devarshi narad-dhenuk-dhvans	379
61.	devaguru brihaspati-pralamb-paritran	384
62.	shanaishchar-dhundha ki holi	388
63.	maharshi aangira-davagni-pan	393
64.	bahin ajaya-govardhan-poojan	404
65.	maharshi pulatsy-govardhan-dharan	410
66.	devaraj indr-govindabhishek	416
67.	patali nani-shanka-sagaee	421
68.	jaladhip varun-divy-darshan	425
69.	bhagavati katyayani-chir-haran	430
70.	budh-vipr-patniyaan	436
71.	shrikrishn-shriradha vivah	443
72.	kamadev-rasaka prarambh	447
73.	chandravali-ras mean man-bhang	454
74.	bhagavan shiv-maharas	462
75.	danavendr may-ajagar uddhar	466
76.	rahu-shankhachoo d-vadh	471
77.	sudevi-pramukh sakhiyoan ka parichay	475
78.	mangal-arisht- sanhar	477
79.	gayatri-keshi-krandan	481
80.	gramadev-akroor aye	486
81.	akroor-adabhut darshan	492
82.	viprapatni rritambhara-baba laute	495
83.	lalita-viyog-darshan	499
84.	bhasvara bhabhi-maan rohini mathura ko	503
85.	uddhav	507
86.	vrindadevi-daoo aye	515
87.	mahabhanu baba-kurukshetr se laute	519
88.	mangala dasi-dvitiy grahan-yatra	523
89.	shriradha	527
90.	bhadrasen	532
91.	rajarshi parikshit-upasanhar	543
92.	aantim prishth	546