nandanandan -sudarshan sianh 'chakr'
29. abhinanhd taoo-seva-samhman
bade़ bhaee to upananhdaji haian; kiantu pata nahian khyoan maharshi shandily mujhe praramhbh se mahananhd kahate haian. samhbhavat: meri kuchh adhik hi ooanchi aur shthool kaya ki mahanata hi isaka karan hogi. maharshi kahane lage to sabane yahi nam hi bana liya. jaise meri patni sushama ko sharir ke bharipan ke karan meri mata ne pibari kahana praramhbh kiya to usaka yah nam hi p d gaya. pita ne mujhase chhote bhaee nanhd ko vrajapati banakar ham sabaki samhmati ka samhman hi kiya tha. b de bhaee upananhdaji ki prabanhdh mean abhiruchi hi nahian hai aur mujhase to apane goshhth ka bhi prabanhdh nahian hota. use bhi doosare hi bhaee dekhate haian. ham pati-patni param sanhtusht the, yah kahana sathy nahian hoga. mujhe to koee kamana thi to yahi ki chhote bhaee nanhd ko ek kumar ho jae- vraj ko ek yuvaraj mil jay; kiantu patni ke man mean sanhtosh aya tab jab usaki kaya paryapt shthool ho gayi aur ham donoan ki ayu sanhtan prapti ki sima par kar chuki. srishtikartta ka bhaghy-vidhan aur prakriti ke samanhy niyam, sharir ki ayu-sima ka khya arth rah jata hai jab koee mahapurush kuchh karana hi soch le. sanht ka sankalhp srishti ke niyamoan mean sada parivarttan karane mean samarth hai. bhagavati poornamasi gokul padharian kripa karake aur un anugrahamayi ne ek din ham paanchoan hi bhaiyoan ki patniyoan ko ashirvad de diya god bharane ka. maian to phir bhi b de bhaee se dedh varsh chhota hooan; b de bhaee upananhdaji ke yahaan bhi tuangi bhabhi ne do varsh ke bhitar do putr paye- rrishabh aur devaprasth. mera b da putr vishal rrishabh se sattais din chhota hai aur chhota tejashvi devaprashth se keval paanch din pichhe aya. ham charoan bhaee hi nahian, poora gokul-samhpoorn vraj jisake lie uthsuk tha, un vrajaraj ko keval ek kumar mila bhagavati ke ashirvad se. avashhy hi rohini bhabhi ke daoo ne hamare nanhhean vraj-yuvaraj ke agraj ka uchit shthan poora kar diya hai. |
sanbandhit lekh
kram sankhya | path ka nam | prishth sankhya |
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