nandanandan -sudarshan sianh 'chakr'
28. viprarshi kanhv
shraddhalujanoan ka shvabhav hai ki shankh-dhhvani hone par unake netr banhd ho jate haian. anjali bandh jati hai aur mashtak jhuk jata hai shrihari ke prati. yahi hua hoga devi rohini tatha nanhdaray ke sath aur itana alhp avasar to unake lilamay param chapal lal ke lie bahut paryapht tha. isi avasar mean vah bhag aya hoga unake samip se mujhe dhanhy karane. maianne netr khole to ve param sunhdar mere patr ke samip baithe the. adhar, dakshin kar payas se sushobhit ho gaye the aur pairoan par bhi kuchh binhdu p de the. is bar meri or drishti uthaye bina lage rahe bhog lagane mean. maianne tanik khijhakar hi pukara- 'yashoda? nanhdaray?' yashoda ne dvar par se hi daanta- 'too phir khyoan a gaya? pichhe hi p d gaya hai in vipravar ke?' is bar uthane, bhagane ka koee prayatn mere prabhu ne nahian kiya. keval mukh ghumakar dekha pichhe aur bole- 'maiya! too ise mar. yah shankh bajakar, aankhe banhd karake gi dagi dakar majhe pukarata hai bar-bar! yah bulata hai itane prem se ki mujhe ana p data hai.' 'maian bulata hooan? maian ahvan karata hooan inaka?' maianne chauankakar dekha aur mer netroan par p di avidya ki yavanika khisak gayi. 'bhagavati sinhdhu-suta shrivats banakar kisi anhy ke vaksh par virajati haian? kaushtubh kisi aur ka bhi kanhthabharan hua hai?' laga ki anhtar mean baitha anhtaryami meri bharthsana karane laga hai. yah sahashtr-sahashtr chanhdr-jhyothsana-samujhval nilakanht vapu aur samhmukh hote bhi maian inhhean pahachan nahian pa raha hooan? ananhd, anutap ka aisa adabhut mishran- meri kaya ka kan-kan nachane laga. shrinanhdaray ne mujhe batalaya ki maian kisi avesh mean nrithy karane laga tha unake putr ka uchchhishht payas khate aur sharir par malate hue. bahut der mean maian kuchh shanht hua to unhhoanne mujhe shnan karaya. kisi prakar unaka sanhtosh karake maian vida hua; kiantu unake tanay to hriday mean asin ho gaye haian- mujhe un dayasinhdhu ne apana liya! |
sanbandhit lekh
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