nandanandan -sudarshan sianh 'chakr'
21. kakabhushundi–kri da
mujhe shparsh mila, darshan mila aur sanket mila ki in charu-charanoan ko bhali prakar dekhakar maian apane hriday mean dharan kar looan. itani kripa mere paramaguru hi to mujh par kar sakate the. sukumar nanhhean charanoan mean-se bari-bari se ek-ek ko bhagavan ne apane karoan mean liya. ek-ek rekhaean mujhe dikhate gaye aur kuchh kahate gaye. ve khya kah rahe the, yah sun sakane ki sthiti mean maian nahian tha. mere pran un nanhhean arun charanoan mean lage the. donoan charanoan ki rekhaean mujhe dikhalakar mere aank se lekar mata ke aank mean dete hue mujhe jhi daki di- 'tum itane durbal ho ki is shishu ko kuchh kshan lene mean hi tumhhare kar kaanpane lage haian.' maianne mashtak jhuka liya. apane ahlad ko niyantrit karane mean asaphal hone ke karan mere kar kaanpane lage the. dhoorjati ne phir jataoan se jha da aur vibhooti di- 'ise koee bhay nahian hai. isake in charanoan ka shmaran sabako samasht bhayoan se sada paritran pradan karega.' maian dekh raha tha ki maiya ke netr ananhdashru se bhar aye the. nilasunhdar ekatak dekh rahe the bhagavan chanhdramauli ko aur hans rahe the, kilak rahe the, kar-pad uchhal rahe the. ashirvad dekar, pun∶ shrrianginad karake ashutosh vida hue to maianne pur ke bahar pahuanchakar unase anumati maangi aur apane is kak-deh mean a gaya. ab mujhe khya kahian avas chahiye? prabhat mean yamuna-shnan karake nanhd-bhavan a jata hooan. dinabhar bhavan par hi idhar se udhar u data-baithata hooan. mujhe nithy ye dayadham ahar de dete haian. ratri mean yamuna-tat ke saghan kadamhb par baithakar inake hi charu charanoan ki un rekhaoan ka chinhtan karata hooan. us din maiya in nilasunhdar ko aank mean lie shtanapan kara rahi thi. dvar ke samhmukh hi baithi thi at∶ maian dekh sakata tha. inake darshanoan ke lobh se hi to apana divhy ashram thyagakar yahaan aya hooan. ananhd mean maghn adhakhule kajhjal-ranjit vishal lochan. mata ke ek shtan se hatakar doosare mean mukh laga liya hai aur is prayatn mean jo doodh ki booand mata ke vaksh par gir gayi hai, use apane arun karoan se bina dekhe hi pauanchhate ja rahe haian. |
sanbandhit lekh
kram sankhya | path ka nam | prishth sankhya |
varnamala kramanusar lekh khoj