shri shrichaitany-charitavali -prabhudatt brahmachari88. puri-gaman ke poorv
prabhu ki aisi goodh rahasyapoorn bat sunakar advaitachary ko man-hi-man b di prasannata huee. isake anantar any bahut-se bhakt prabhu ke sannyas ke sambandh mean bhaanti-bhaanti ki batean karane lage. koee kahata- ‘prabhu! apane sannyas lekar bhaktoan ke sath b da bhari anyay kiya haian. pahale to apane apane hathoan se premataru ki sthapana ki, use sankirtan ke sundar salil se siancha aur badha़ya. jab us par phal lage aur unake pakane ka samay aya, tabhi apane use j d se kat diya. log apane hath se lagaye hue vishavriksh ka bhi uchchhed nahian karate. apake bina bhakt kaise jiveange? kaun unaki karoon kahaniyoan ko sunega? vipatti p dane par bhakt kisaki sharan mean jayange? sankirtan mean apane adbhut aur alaukik nrity se ab unhean kaun ahladit karega? kaun ab bhaktoan ke sahit gangatat par jalavihar karavega? kaun hamean nirantar krishhn-katha sunakar sukhi aur pramudit banavega? prabho! bhakt apake viyog-du:kh ko sahan karane mean samarth n ho sakeange. 'prabhu bhaktoan ko dhaandhas bandhate hue kahate- ‘dekho bhaee! ghab dane se kam n chalega. ab jo hona tha, so to ho hi gaya. ab sannyas chho dakar grihasthi banane ki sammati to tum log bhi mujhe n doge. ham, tum sabhi logoan ke svami advaitachary ji yahaan raheange hi. maian bhi jagannathapuri mean nivas karooanga. kabhi-kabhi tum log mere pas ate-jate hi rahoge. maian bhi kabhi-kabhi gangasnan ke nimitt yahaan aya karooanga. is prakar paraspar ek-doosare se bheant hoti hi rahegi.’ itane mean hi chandrashekhar acharyaratn bol uthe- ‘ham sab logoan ko to ap jaise-taise samajha bhi deange, kintu shachimata se kya kahate haian, vah to apake bina jina hi nahian chahatian!’ prabhu ne mata ko samajhate hue karoon svar mean kaha- ‘mata! maian tumhari ajna ka ullaghann nahian kar sakata. tum jaisa kahogi vaisa hi karooanga. sannyasi ke liye apane ghar ke samip tatha apane sambandhiyoan ke yahaan itane din rahane ka vidhan hi nahian hai! adhik dinoan tak ek ka ann khate rahana bhi sannyasi ke liye nishedh hai. kiantu maianne tumhari aur achary ki prasannata ke nimitt itane dinoan tk yahaan rahakar tumhare hi hath ki bhiksha ki. ab mujhe kahian anyatr jakar rahana chahiye. meri ichchha to shrivrindavan jane ki thian, kiantu tum sabaka sneh mujhe balapoorvak yahaan khianch laya. ab tum jahaan ke liye ajna karogi, vahian rahooanga. tumhari ajna ke pratikul acharan karane ki mujhamean kshamata nahian hai. mata! maian sada tumhara raha hooan aur rahooanga.’ |
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