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shri shrichaitany-charitavali -prabhudatt brahmachari
78. vishhnupriya aur gaurahari
jis bat mean maian prasanhn rah sakooan, tum sada aisa hi acharan karati rahi ho. ab tum mujhe du:khi banana khyoan chahati ho? yadi tum mujhe jabaradashti yahaan rahane ka agrah karogi to mujhe sukh n mil sakega. rahi mata ki bat, so unase to maian anumati le bhi chuka aur unhhoanne mujhe sannhyas ke nimitt ajna de bhi di. ab tumase hi anumati leni aur shesh rahi hai. mujhe poorn asha hai, tum bhi mere is shubh kam mean badha upasthit n karake prasanhnatapoorvak anumati de dogi.’
kathor hriday karake aur apane du:kh ke aveg ko balapoorvak rokate hue vishhnupriya ne kaha- ‘yadi mata ne apako sannhyas ki ajna de di hai, to maian apake kam mean ro da n atakaooangi. apaki prasanhnata mean hi meri prasanhnata hai. ap jis dasha mean bhi rahakar prasanhn hoan vahi mujhe shvikar hai, kiantu praneshhvar! mujhe hriday se n bhulaiyega. apake shricharanoan ka nirantar dhhyan bana rahe aisa ashirvad mujhe aur dete jaiyega. prasanhnatapoorvak to kaise kahooan, kiantu apaki prasanhnata ke samhmukh mujhe sab kuchh shvikar hai. ap samarth hai, mere shvami haian, shvatantr haian aur patitoan ke uddharak haian. maian to apake charanoan ki dasi hooan. shvami ke sukh ke nimitt dasi sab kuchh shan kar sakati hai. kiantu mera shmaran bana rahe, yahi prarthana hai.’
prabhu ne priya ji ko premapoorvak aliangan karate hue kaha- ‘dhanhy hai, tumane ek virapathni ke saman hi yah bat kahi hai. itana sahas tum-jaisi patiparayana sati-sadhhvi striyaan hi kar sakati haian. tum sada mere hriday mean bani rahogi aur abhi maian jata tho de hi hooan. jab jana hoga tab bataooanga.’ is prakar prem ki batean karate-karate hi vah samhpoorn ratri bit gayi. prat:kal prabhu uthakar nithy-karm ke chale gaye.
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