shri shrichaitany-charitavali -prabhudatt brahmachari74. navanurag aur gopi-bhav
kabhi radha-bhav mean bhavit hokar rudan karane lagate, kabhi ekant mean apane komal kapol ko hatheli par rakhakar anyamanask bhav se ashru hi bahate rahate. kabhi radha-bhav mean ap kahane lagate- ‘he krishhn! tum itane nishhthur ho, maian nahian janati thi. maian ras mean tumhari mithi-mithi batoan se chhali gayi. mujh bholi-bhali abala ko tum is prakar dhokha doge, isaka mujhe kya pata tha? hay! meri buddhipar tab n jane kyoan patthar p d gaye ke maian tumhari un mithi-mithi batoan mean a gayi. kahaan tum akhil aishhvary ke svami aur kahaan maian ek van mean rahane vale gval ki l daki. tumase anajan mean sneh kiya. ha prananath! ye pran to tumhare hi arpan ho chuke haian. ye to sada tumhare hi sath raheange, phir yah sharir chahe kahian bhi p da rahe. pyare! tum komal hriday ke ho, saras ho, saras ho, sundar ho, phir tum mere liye kathor hriday ke nishhthur aur vakr svabhav vale kyoan ban gaye ho? mujhe is prakar ki virah-vedana pahuanchane mean tumhean kya maja milata hai?’ is prakar ghantoan pralap karate rahate! kabhi akroor vrindavan mean shrikrishhn ko lene ke liye aye haian aur gopiyaan bhagavan ke virah mean rudan kar rahi haian. isi bhav ko smaran karake ap gopi-bhav se kahane lagate- ‘hay dev! toone kya kiya? hamare pranapyare, hamare sampoorn vraj ke dulare manamohan ko too hamase prithak kyoan kar raha hai? o nirdayi vidhata! teri is khoti buddhi ko bar-bar dhikkar hai, jo too is prakar premiyoan ka milakar phir unhean virah-sagar mean duba-dubakar buri tarah se t dapata rahata hai! hay! pyare krishhn! ab chale hi jayange kya? kya ab vah murali ki manohar tan sunane ko n milegi? kya ab us pitambar ki chhata dikhayi n p degi? kya ab mohan ke manohar mukh ko dekhakar ham sampoorn din ke du:kh-santapoan ko n bhula sakeangi? kya ab krishhn hamare ghar mean makhan khane n aveange? kya ab saanvare ki saloni soorat ko dekhakar sukh ke sagar mean anand ki dubakiyaan n laga sakeangi? yah kroorakarma akroor kahaan se a gaya? isaka aisa ulata nam kisane rakh diya. jo hamase hamare pranapyare ko alag karega, use akroor kaun kah sakata hai? vah to mahakroor hai ya yah sab vidhata ki hi kroorata hai! bechare akroor ka isamean kya dosh?’ aisa kah-kahakar ve joroan se chillate lagate. kabhi shrikrishhn ke bhav mean hokar gopoan ke sath vraj ki lilaoan ka anukaran karane lagate. kabhi prahlad ke avesh mean akar daity-balakoan ko shiksha dene ka anukaran karake pas mean baithe hue bhaktoan ko bhagavannam-smaran aur kirtan ka upadesh karane lagate. kabhi dhruv ka smaran karake unhian ke bhav mean ek pair se khade़ hokar tapasya-si karane lagate. phir kabhi virahini ki dasha ka abhinay karane lagate. ekadam udas ban jate. hathoan ke nakhoan se prithvi ko kuredane lagate. bhakt to ahiansa-priy, shant aur pranimatr par daya karane vale hote haian. |
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