shri shrichaitany-charitavali -prabhudatt brahmachari67. sajhjan-bhav
shrivas tali pit-pit kar hansane lage aur logoan se kahane lage- ‘dekho bhaee! ham ratri mean aise hi chanhdi pooja kiya karate haian. bhadrapurushoan ko aj spashht hi jnat ho gaya! bhakhtoan ne un sabhi saman ko uthakar door pheank diya aur us sthan ko gomay se lipakar aur gangajal chhi dakakar shuddh kiya. doosare hi din logoan ne dekha gopal chapal ke sampoorn sharir mean galit kushhth ho gaya hai. usake sampoorn sharir mean se pib bahane laga. itane par bhi ghav khujate the, khujali ke karan vah hay-hay karake sada chillata rahata tha. nagar ke logoan ne use muhalle mean se nikal diya, kyoanki kushhth chhoot ki bimari hoti hai, vah bechara ganga ji ke kinare ek nim ke pe d ke niche p da rahata tha. ek din prabhu ko dekhakar usane din-bhav se kaha- ‘prabho! mujhase b da aparadh ho gaya hai. khya mere is aparadh ko tum kshama nahian kar sakate? tum jagat ka uddhar kar rahe ho, is papi ka bhi uddhar karo. gaanv-nate se tum mere bhanaje lagate ho, apane is din-hin mama ke oopar tum kripa khyoan nahian karate? maian bahut du:khi hooan. prabho! mera du:kh door karo. prabhu ne kaha- ‘kuchh bhi ho, maian apane aparadhi ko to kshama kar sakata hooan; kiantu tumane shrivas pandit ka aparadh kiya hai. isaliye tumhhean kshama karane ki mujhamean samarthhy nahian hai.’ bechara chup ho gaya aur apani nichata tatha dushhtata phal kushhth ke du:kh se du:khi hokar vedana ke sahit bhogata raha. tho de dinoan ke pashhchat jab prabhu sannhyas lekar kuliya mean aye aur yah kushhthi phir inake sharanapanhn hua tab inhhoanne use shrivas pandit ke pas bhej diya. shrivas pandit ne kaha- ‘mujhe to inase pahale bhi kabhi dvesh nahian tha aur ab bhi nahian hai, yadi prabhu ne inhhean kshama kar diya hai, to ye ab du:kh se mukht ho hi gaye. dekhate-hi-dekhate usaka samhpoorn sharir nirog ho gaya. |
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