shri shrichaitany-charitavali -prabhudatt brahmachari67. sajhjan-bhav
sarvasadharan log dhanikoan aur pratishthitoan ke prati udasin-se bane rahate haian aur adhikaansh dushht -prakriti ke log to sada dhani-mani sajhjanoan ki nianda hi karate rahate haian. jahaan char logoan ne kisi ki prashansa ki, bas usi samay unaki aandar chhipi eershhya bhabhak uthati hai aur ve jhoothi-sachhchi batoan ko phailakar janata mean unaki nianda karana aranbh kar dete haian. aise niandakoan ke dal se avatari purush bhi nahian bachane paye haian. gauraang mahaprabhu ki bhi badhati huee kirti aur unake charoan aur janata mean phaile hue yash-saurabh se kshabhit hokar nindak log unaki bhaanti-bhaanti se ninda karane lage. koee to unhean vamamargi batata, koee unhean dhoangi kahakar apane hriday ki kalima ko prakat karata aur koee-koee to unhean dhoort aur bajigar tak kah deta. prabhu sabki sunate aur hans dete. unhoanne kabhi apane nindakoan ki kisi bat ka virodh nahian kiya. ulate ve svayan nindakoan ki prashansa hi karate rahate. unaki sahanashilata aur vidvesh karane valoan ke prati bhi karuna ke bhavoan ka pata niche ki do ghatanaoan se bhali-bhaanti pathakoan ko lag jayaga. yah to pathakoan ko pata hi hai ki shrivas pandit ke ghar sankirtan sada kiva d band karake hi hota tha. sal bhar tak sada isi tarah sankirtan hota raha. bahut-se vidveshi aur tamashabin dekhane ate aur kiva doan ko band dekhakar sankirtan ki ninda karate hue laut jate. unhian eershhya rakhane vale vidveshiyoan mean gopal chapal nam ka ek kshudr prakriti ka brahman tha. vah prabhu ki badhati huee kirti se kshubhit-sa ho utha, usane sankirtan ko badanam karane ka apane man mean nishhchay kiya. ek din ratri mean vah shrivas pandit ke dvar par pahuancha. us samay dvar band tha aur bhitar sankirtan ho raha tha. chapal ne dvar ke samane tho di-si jagah lipakar vahaan chanhdi ki pooja ki sabhi samagri rakh di. ek haandi mean lal, pili, kali bindi lagakar usako samagri ke samip rakh diya. ek sharab ka patratatha ek patr mean maans bhi rakh diya. yah sab rakhakar vah chala gaya. doosare din jab sankirtan karake bhakht nikale to unhoanne chanhdipoojan ki samagri dekhi. khaloan ka bhi dal akar ekatrit ho gaya aur ek-doosare ko sunakar kahane lage- ‘ham to pahale hi janate the, ye ratri mean kiva d-band karake aur striyoan ko sath lekar jor-jor se to haridhhvani karate haian aur bhitar-hi-bhitar vamamarg ki paddhati se bhairavi-chakr ka poojan karate haian. ye samane kali ki pooja ki samagri pratyaksh hi dekh lo. jo log sajjan the, ve samajh gaye ki yah kisi dhoort ka kartavy hai. sabhi ek svar se aisa karane vale dhoort ki ninda karane lage. |
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