shri shrichaitany-charitavali -prabhudatt brahmachari
64. jagaee-madhaee ka uddhar
nath! ham donoan ko hi apanaiye, ham donoan ki hi raksha kijiye.' yah kahate-kahate madhaee bhi prabhu ke charanoan mean lautane laga. ashruoan ke veg se vahaan ki sab dhooli kich d ban gayi thi, vah kich d donoan bhaiyoan ke aangoan mean lipata hua tha. samhpoorn sharir dhooli aur kich mean sana hua tha. nadiya ke bina tilak ke rajaoan ko is prakar dhooli mean lotate dekhakar sabhi nar-nari avak rah gaye. sabhi log un papiyoan ke papoan ko bhulakar unake oopar daya ke bhav pradarshit karane lage. aha! namrata mean kitana bhari akarshan hota hai!
madhaee ke oopar se prabhu ka rosh abhi bhi nahian gaya tha. unhhoanne gamhbhir shvar mean kaha- ‘madhaee! maian tumhhean kshama nahian kar sakata. maian apane aparadh karane vale ke prati to kabhi krodh nahian karata, kiantu tumane shripad nithyanand ji ka aparadh kiya hai, yadi ve tumhhean kshama kar de, tab to tum mere priy ho sakate ho. jab tak ve tumhhean kshama nahian karate, tab tak tum mere samane doshi hi ho. jao, nithyanand ji ki sharan lo.'
prabhu ki aisi ajna sunakar madhaee asht-vhyashtabhav se prabhu ke charanoan ko chho dakar nithyanand ji ke charanoan mean jakar gir gaya aur phoot-phootakar rone laga. use apane kukrithy par b di bhari lajhja a rahi thi. usi ki ghlani ke karan vah adhir hokar daha d marakar ro raha tha. usake rudan ki dhhvani ko sunakar paththar bhi pasij uthata tha. charoan dishaoanmean sanhnata chha gaya, manoan madhaee ke rudan se dravibhoot hokar sabhi dishaean ro rahi hoan, sabhi log un papiyoan ki aisi dasha dekhakar apane ape ko bhool gaye. unhhean us kshan kuchh pata hi nahian chala ki ham shvarg mean haian ya marthyalok mean. sabhi gauraang ke prem-pravah ke vashavarti hokar us abhootapoorv drishhy ko dekh rahe the.
madhaee ko nithyanand ji ke pairoan ke niche p da dekhakar nithyanand ji se prabhu kahane lage- ‘shripad! is madhaee ne apaka aparadh kiya hai, ap hi ise kshama kar sakate haian, mujhamean itani kshamata nahian ki maian apaka aparadh karane vale ko abhay pradan kar sakooan. bolo khya kahate ho?’
athyant hi din-bhav se nithyanand ji ne kaha- ‘prabho! yah to apaki sada se hi riti rahi ayi hai. ap apane sevakoan ke sir sada se suyash ka sehara baandhate aye haian. ap inake uddhar ka shrey mere sir par ladana chahate haian, kiantu is bat ko to sabhi janate haian ki patitapavan gaur mean hi aise papiyoan ko ubarane ki samarthhy hai.
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