shri shrichaitany-charitavali -prabhudatt brahmachari55. bhakt haridas
hare ram hare ram ram ram hare hare. din bita, sham huee. ratri biti, pratahkal hua. isi prakar char din vyatit ho gaye. varaangana roj ati aur roj jyoan-ki-tyoan hi laut jati. kabhi-kabhi bich mean sahas karake haridas ji se kuchh batean karane ki ichchha prakat karati, to haridas ji b di hi namrata ke sath uttar dete- ‘ap baithean, mere nam-jap ki sankhya poori ho jane dijiye, tab maian apaki batean sun sakooanga.’ kiantu nam-jap ki sankhya das-bis ya hajar-do hajar to thi hi nahian, poore tin lakh namoan ka jap karana tha, so bhi uchch svar se gayan ke sath. isaliye charoan din use nirash hi hona p da. subah se ati, dopahar tak baithati, haridas ji lay se gayan karate rahate- hare ram hare ram ram ram hare hare. bechari baithe-baithe svayan bhi isi mantr ko kahati rahati. sham ko ati to adhi ratri tak baithi rahati. haridas ji ka jap akhandaroop se chalata rahata- hare ram hare ram ram ram hare hare. char din nirantar harinamasmaran se usake sabhi papoan ka kshay ho gaya. papoan ke kshay ho jane se usaki buddhi ekadam badal gayi, ab to usaka hriday use bar-bar dhikkar dene laga. aise mahapurush ke nikat maian kis bure bhav se ayi thi, isaka smaran karake vah man-hi-man atyant hi duahkhi hone lagi. ant mean usase nahian raha gaya. vah atyant hi din bhav se haridas ji ke charanoan mean gir p di aur aankhoan se aansoo bahate hue gadgadakanth se kahane lagi- ‘mahabhag! sachamuch hi ap patitapavan haian. ap jivoan par ahaitu ki kripa hi karate haian. ap param dayalu haian, apani kripa ke liye ap patr-apatr ka vichar n karake pranimatr ke prati saman bhav se daya karate haian. mujh-jaisi patita, lokanindita aur khoti buddhivali adham nari ke oopar bhi apane apani asim anukampa pradarshit ki. bhagavan! maian khoti buddhi se apake pas ayi thi, kiantu apake satsang ke prabhav se mere ve bhav ekadam badal gaye. |
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