shri shrichaitany-charitavali -prabhudatt brahmachari51. advaitachary ko shyamasundararoop ke darshan
shrivas ke aise uttar se santusht hokar prabhu kahane lage- ‘pandit ji! ap to sab kuchh janate haian, manushy ki prakriti sada ek-si nahian rahati. vah kabhi kuchh sochata hai aur kabhi kuchh. jab meri unmad ki-si avastha ho jati hai, tab usamean n jane maian kya-kya bak jata hooan, usaka smaran mujhe svayan hi nahian rahata. maianne apani unmadavastha mean achary se kuchh kah diya hoga, usaka smaran mujhe ab bilakul nahian hai. yah sunakar kuchh dinata ke bhav se shrivas pandit ne kaha- ‘prabho! ap hamari har samay kyoan vanchana kiya karate haian, logoan ko jab unmad hota hai, to unase any logoan ko b da bhay hota hai. log unake samip jane tak mean darate haian, kiantu apaka unmad to logoan ke hridayoan mean amrit-sianchan-sa karata hai. bhaktoan ko usase badhakar koee doosara anand hi pratit nahian hota. kya apaka unmad sachamuch mean unmad hi hota hai? yadi aisa ho to phir bhaktoan ko itana apoorv anand kyoan hota hai? ap mean sarvasamarthy hai. ap jis samay jaisa chahean roop dikha sakate haian.’ prabhu ne kaha- ‘pandit ji! sachamuch mean ap vishvas kijiye, kisi ko koee roop dikhana mere bilakul adhin nahian hai. kis samay kaisa roop ban jata hai, isaka mujhe svayan pata nahian chalata. ap kahate haian, achary shyamasundararoop ke darshan karana chahate haian. yah mere hath ki bat tho de hi hai. yah to unaki dridhabhavana ke hi oopar nirbhar hai. unaki jaise roop mean priti hogi, usi bhav ke anusar unhean darshan hoange. yadi unaki utkat ichchha hai, yadi yatharth mean ve shyamasundararoop ka hi darshan karana chahate haian to aankhean band karake dhyan karean, bahut sambhav hai, ve apani bhavana ke anusar shyamasundar ki manohar moorti ke darshan kar sakean. prabhu ki aisi bat sunakar achary ne kuchh sandeh aur kuchh pariksha ke bhav se aankhean band kar lian. tho di hi der mean bhaktoan ne dekha ki achary moorchchhit hokar prithvi par gir p de haian. logoan ne unake sharir ko sparsh karake dekha to usamean chetana maloom hi n p di. shrivas pandit ne unaki nasika ke chhidroan par hath rakha, unhean aisa pratit hua, mano unaki saans chal hi nahian rahi hai. in sab lakshanoan se to yahi pratit hota tha ki unake sharir mean pran nahian hai, kiantu chehare ki kanti samip ke logoan ko chakit banaye hue thi. unake chehare par pratyaksh tej chamakata tha. sampoorn sharir romaanchit ho raha tha. sabhi bhakt unaki aisi avastha dekhakar ashchary karane lage! shrivas pandit ne ghab dahat ke sath prabhu se poochha- ‘prabho! achary ki yah kaisi dasha ho gayi? n jane kyoan ve is prakar moorchchhit aur sanjnashoony-se ho gaye?’ |
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