shri shrichaitany-charitavali -prabhudatt brahmachari43. shrivas ke ghar sankirtanarambh
sankirtan karate-karate prabhu bhavavesh mean akar tandav nrity karane lage. sharir ki kianchinmatr bhi sudh-budh nahian rahi. ek prakar ke mahabhav mean magn hokar unaka sharir alatachakr ki bhaanti nirantar ghoom raha th. n to kisi ko unake pad hi dikhayi dete the aur n unaka ghoomana hi pratit hota tha. nrity karate-karate unhean ek prakar ki unmadakari behoshi-si a gayi aur usi behoshi mean ve murchchhit hokar prithvi par gir p de. bhaktoan ne inhean b de yatn se uthaya. tho di der ke anantar inhoanne rote-rote bhaktoan se kuchh kahana arambh kiya- ‘bhaee! maian kya karooan, mera man ab mere vash mean nahian hai. maian jo kahana chahata hooan, use kah nahian sakata. kitane dinoan se maian tumase ek bat kahane ke liye soch raha hooan, kiantu use abhi tak nahian kah saka hooan. aj maian tum logoan se use kahooanga. tum log savadhani ke sath shravan karo.’ prabhu ke aisa kahane par sabhi bhakt sthir-bhav se chupachap baith gaye aur ekatak hokar utsukata ke sath prabhu ke mukhachandr ki or niharane lage. prabhu ne sahas karake gambhirata ke sath kahana arambh kiya- ‘ap log to apane param atmiy haian, apake samane gopy hi kya ho sakata hai? isaliye sabake samane prakat n karane yogy is bat ko maian apake samaksh batata hooan. jab maian gaya se laut raha tha, tab natashala gram mean ek shyamavoorn ka param sundar balak mere samip aya. usake lal-lal komal charanoan mean sundar noopur bandhe hue the. pairoan ki uangaliyaan b di hi suhavani tatha kram se chhoti-b di thian. kamar mean pitambar bandha hua tha. pet trivali se yukt aur nabhi gol tatha gahari thi. vakshahsthal unnat aur maans se bhara hua tha. gale ki ek bhi haddi dikhayi nahian deti thi. gale mean vanamala tatha guanjoan ki malaean p di huee thian. kanoan mean sundar kundal jhalamal kar rahe the. vah kamal ke saman donoan manohar netroan se tirachhi nigah se meri or dekh raha tha, usake sundar gol kapoloan ke oopar kali-kali latean lahara rahi thian. vah mand-mand muskan ke sath murali baja raha tha. us murali ki manohar tan ko sunakar mera man mere vash mean nahian raha. maian behosh ho gaya aur phir vah balak n jane kahaan chala gaya?’ itana kahate-kahate prabhu behosh ho gaye. unaki aankhoan se ashrudhara bahane lagi. |
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