shri shrichaitany-charitavali -prabhudatt brahmachari41. bhakt-bhav
mahaprabhu ki nootanavastha ki navadvip bhar mean charcha hone lagi. jitane mukh the utane hi prakar ki batean bhi hoti thian. jisake man mean jo ata vah usi prakar ki batean kahata. bahut-se to kahate- ‘aisa pagalapan to hamane kabhi nahian dekha.’ bahut-se kahate- ‘sachamuch bhav to vichitr hai, kuchh samajh mean nahian ata, asali bat kya hai. cheshta to pagaloan ki-si jan nahian p dati. chehare ki kanti adhikadhik divy hoti jati hai. unake darshanamatr se hi hriday mean hilorean-si marane lagati haian, antahkaran um dane lagata hai. n jane unaki akriti mean kya jadoo bhara p da hai. pagaloan ki bhi kahian aisi dasha hoti hai?’ koee-koee in batoan ka khandan karate hue kahane lagate- ‘kuchh bhi kyoan n ho, hai to yah mastishk ka hi vikar. kisi prakar ki ho, yah vatavyadhi ke sivay aur kuchh nahian hai.’ ham pahale hi bata chuke haian ki shrivas pandit prabhu ke poojy pita ji ke param snehi or sakha the, unaki patni malati devi se shachimata ka sakhibhav tha. ve donoan hi prabhu ko putr ki bhaanti prem karate the. shrivas pandit ko is bat ka hardik duahkh bana rahata tha ki nimaee pandit jaise samajhadar aur vidvan purush bhagavat-bhakti se udasin hi bane hue haian, unake man mean sada yahi bat bani rahati ki nimaee pandit kahian vaishnav ban jayan to vaishnav-dharm ka be da par hi ho jay. phir vaishnavoan ki aj ki bhaanti durgati kabhi n ho. prabhu ke sambandh mean logoan ke mukhoan se bhaanti-bhaanti ki batean sunakar shrivas pandit ke man mean param kutoohal hua. ve anand aur duahkh ke bich mean p dakar bhaanti-bhaanti ki batean sochane lage. kabhi to sochate- ‘sambhav hai, vayurog hi um d aya ho, is sharir ka pata hi kya hai? shastroan mean ise anity aur agamapayi bataya hai, rogoan ka to yah ghar hi hai.’ phir sochate- ‘logoan ke mukhoan se jo maian lakshan sun raha hooan, vaise to bhagavat-bhaktoan mean hi hote haian, mera hriday bhi bhitar-hi-bhitar kisi ajnat sukh ka-sa anubhav kar raha hai, kuchh bhi ho chalakar unaki dasha dekhani chahiye.’ yah sochakar ve prabhu ki dasha dekhane ke nimitt apane ghar se chal diye. |
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