shri shrichaitany-charitavali -prabhudatt brahmachari38. vahi premonmad
vishnupriya inaki aisi dasha dekhakar bhayabhit ho jati haian aur jakar apani sas se sabhi batoan ko kahati haian. shachimata putr ki dasha dekhakar duahkh se katar hokar rudan karane lagati haian aur sabhi devi-devataoan ki manauti manati haian. ve karunabhav se adhir hokar prabhu ke padapadmoan mean prarthana karati haian- ‘he asharanasharan! is din-hin kangalini vidhava ke ekamatr putr ke oopar kripa karo. dayalo! maian dhan nahian chahati, bhog nahian chati, sundar vastrabhooshan tatha susvadu bhojan ki mujhe ichchha nahian. mera pyara, mere jivan ka sahara, meri aankhoan ka tara yah nimaee svachachh aur nirog bana rahe, yahi meri prarthana hai.’ mata bar-bar nimaee ke mukh ki or dekhatian aur unaki aisi dayaniy dasha dekhakar atyant hi duahkhi hotian. mahaprabhu ab jo bhi kam karana chahate, use hi nahian kar sakate. kam karate-karate unhean apane priyatam ki yad a jati aur usi ke virah mean behosh hokar gir p date. thik-thik bhojan bhi nahian kar sakate. snan, sandhya, pooja ka unhean kuchh bhi hosh nahian, mukh se nirantar shrikrishn ke madhur namoan ka hi apane-ap uchcharan hota rahata hai. kisi ki bat ka uttar bhi dete haian to usamean bhi bhagavan ki alaukik lilaoan ka hi varnan hota hai. kisi se batean bhi karate haian, to shrikrishn ke hi sambandh ki karate haian. arthat ve shrikrishn ke siva kuchh janate hi nahian haian. shrikrishn hi unake pran haian, shrikrishn hi une dhan haian arthat unake sarvasv shrikrishn hi haian, unake liye sansar mean shrikrishn ke atirikt aur kuchh hai hi nahian. |
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