shri shrichaitany-charitavali -prabhudatt brahmachari37. nadiya mean pratyagaman
prabhu antim shabdoan ko thik-thik kah bhi n paye the ki ve bich mean hi behosh hokar gir p de. logoan ko inaki aisi dasha dekhakar mahan ashchary hua. sabhi bhauchakke se ek-doosare ki or dekhane lage. tin mahine pahale unhoanne jis nimaee ko dekha tha, aj use is prakar prem mean vihval dekhakar unake ashchary ka thikana nahian raha. nimaee lambi-lambi saansean le rahe the. unaki aankhoan mean se nirantar ashru nikal rahe the, sharir pasine se lathapath ho raha tha. tho di der mean ve ‘ha krishn! ha prananath! pyare! o mere pyare! mujhe chho dakar kahaan chale gaye?’ yah kahate-kahate bahut joroan ke sath rudan karane lage. sabhi ne shant karane ki cheshta ki, kintu parinam kuchh bhi nahian hua. inhoanne rooandhe hue kanth se kaha- ‘aj hamari prakriti svasth nahian hai. kal ham svayan shuklambar brahmachari ke nivasasthan par akar apani yatra ka samachar sunayange.’ itana sunakar inake sabhi sathi apane-apane sthanoan ke liye chale gaye. ab to inake is adbhut nootan bhav ki navadvip mean sthan-sthan par charcha hone lagi. hansate-hansate shriman pandit ne shrivas adi bhaktoan se kaha- ‘aj ham ap logoan ko b di hi prasannata ki bat sunana chahate haian, ap log sabhi sunakar param ashchary kareange. gaya mean jakar nimaee pandit ki to kaya palat hi ho gayi. ve shrikrishn-prem mean vihval hokar kabhi rote haian, kabhi gate haian, kabhi hansate haian aur kabhi-kabhi joroan se nrity karane lagate haian. unake jivan mean mahan parivartan ho gaya hai. aj tak kisi ko svapn mean bhi aisi asha nahian thi ki unaka jivan is prakar ek sath hi itana palata kha jayaga.’ param prasannata prakat karate hue shrivas pandit ne kaha- ‘sachamuch aisi bat hai? tab to phir vaishnavoan ke bhagy hi khul gaye. vaishnavoan ka ek pradhan ashray ho gaya. nimaee pandit ke vaishnav ho jane par bhakti phir se sanath ho gayi. ap hansi to nahian kar rahe haian? kya yatharth mean aisi bat hai?’ jor dekar shriman pandit ne kaha- ‘maian shapathapoorvak kahata hooan, hansi ka kya kam? ap svayan jakar dekh aiye, ve to balakoan ki bhaanti phoot-phootakar rudan kar rahe haian. kal sadashiv, murari adi sabhi logoan ko shuklambar brahmachari ke sthan par bulaya hai, vahaan apani yatra ka samast vrittant sunaveange.’ is bat ko sunakar shrivas adi sabhi bhaktoan ko param santosh hua. kintu gadadhar pandit ko ab bhi kuchh sandeh hi bana raha. unhoanne nishchay kiya ki brahmachari ke ghar mean chhipakar sab batean sunooanga, dekhean unhean yatharth mean shrikrishn-prem utpann hua hai ya nahian. yah sochakar ve doosare din niyat samay ke poorv hi shuklambar brahmachari ke ghar mean ja chhipe. |
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