shri shrichaitany-charitavali -prabhudatt brahmachari27. patni-viyog aur pratyagaman
prasannata ki mool vastu ke abhav mean unaki prasannata ekadam jati rahi, ve sada udas hi bani rahane lagian. udasi ke karan unhean ann-jal kuchh bhi achchha nahian lagata tha. unaki agni mand ho gayi, pachanashakti nasht ho gayi or virah-jvala ke tap se sada jvar-sa rahane laga. pita ne chikitsakoan ko dikhaya, kintu bechare sansari vaidy is rog ka nidan kar hi kya sakate haian! vat, pitt, kaph ke siva ve chaithi bat janate hi nahian haian. yah in tinoan se vilakshan hi dhatu-vikar vyadhi hai, is karan vaidyoan ke upachar se koee vishesh labh nahian hua. dhire-dhire lakshmi devi ka sharir adhikadhik kshin hone laga. kisi ko bhi unake jivan ki asha n rahi. ve mano apane atyant kshin sharir ko antim bar pati-darshanoan ki lalasa se hi tikaye hue haian, kintu unaki yah abhilasha poori n ho saki. nimaee pandit ko poorv bangal mean anuman se adhik din lag gaye. ant mean b de kasht ke sath viyog-vyatha ko n sah sakane ke karan apane patidev ke charan-chihnoan ko hriday mean dharan karake unhoanne is paanchabhautik sharir ka tyag kar diya. ve is martyalok ki bhoomi ko tyagakar satiyoan ke rahane yogy apane-puny-lok mean pati-milan ki akaanksha se chali gayian. gharavaloan ne rote-rote unake sabhi sanskar kiye. idhar nimaee pandit ko poorv bangal mean bhraman karate hue kee mas bich gaye. ab inhean ghar ki chinta hone lagi. inhean bhan hone laga ki hamare ghar par jaroor kuchh anisht hua hai, hriday ke bhav to asankhyoan kosoan par se hriday mean a jate haian. lakshmi devi ki antim vedana inake hriday ko pi da pahuanchane lagi. inhean ab kahian age jana achchha nahian lagata tha, isaliye inhoanne sathiyoan ko navadvip laut chalane ki ajna di. ajnapakar sabhi navadvip laut chalane ki taiyariyaan karane lage. bahut-se navin chhatr bhi vidyoparjan ke nimitt inake sath ho liye the. un sabhi ko sath lekar ye navadvip ki or chal p de. inhean kaphi dhan tatha any avashyakiy vastuean bheant tatha upahar mean prapt huee thian. thode़ dinoan mean ye phir navadvip mean hi a gaye. inake agaman ka samachar bijali ki tarah nagar mean phail gaya. inake isht, mitr, snehi tatha purane chhatr darshanoan ke liye inake ghar par ane lage. ye sabhi se yathochit premapoorvak mile. sabhi ne yatra ke kushal-samachar poochhe. inhoanne sabase pahale apani mata ke charanoan ko sparsh kiya. mata ka chehara murajhaya hua tha, ve putr-vadhoo ke viyog aur putr ki chinta ke karan atyant duahkhi-si maloom p dati thian. |
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