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barahavaan adhyay
sagun-nirgun-bhakti
65. sagun-nirgun ki ekaroopata ke vishay mean svanubhav-kathan
28. isalie jab yah kahane ki naubat ati hai ki sagun-upasak aur nirgun upasak mean kya bhed hai, to vani kuanthit ho jati hai. sagun aur nirnun aant mean ek ho jate haian. bhakti ka strot yadyapi pahale sagun se phoota ho, to bhi aant mean vah nirgun tak ja pahuanchata hai.
purani bat hai. maian vayakam ka satyagrah dekhane gaya tha. malabar ke kinare shankarachary ka janmagram hai, yah bat mujhe yad thi. jahaan hokar maian ja raha tha, vahian kahian pas mean bhagavan shankarachary ka ‘kal di’ gram hoga, aisa mujhe laga aur maianne sath ke malayali sajjan se poochha. usane kaha- 'yahaan se das-barah mil par hi vah gaanv hai. ap jana chahate haian kya?' maianne inakar kar diya. maian aya tha satyagrah dekhane ke lie, atah mujhe aur kahian jana uchit nahian jan p da aur us samay us gaanv ko dekhane ke lie nahian gaya. mujhe aj bhi lagata hai ki vah maianne thik hi kiya. parantu rat ko jab maian sone laga, to vah kal di gaanv aur shankarachary ki vah moorti meri aankhoan ke samane bar-bar a kh di hoti. meri niand u d jati. vah anubhav mujhe aj bhi taja lag raha hai. shankarachary ka vah jnanaprabhav, unaki vah divy advaitanishtha, samane phaile hue sansar ko mithya thaharane vala unaka alaukik aur jvalant vairagy, unaki ganbhir bhasha aur mujh par hue unake anant upakar- in sabaki rah-rahakar mujhe yad ane lagati. rat ko sare bhav jagrat hote. tab mujhe is bat ka anubhav hua ki nirgun mean sagun kaise bhara hua hai. pratyaksh bheant hone mean bhi utana prem nahian hota. nirgun mean bhi sagun ka paramotkarsh thasathas bhara hua hai.
maian aksar kisi ko kushalapatr vagairah nahian likhata. par kisi mitr ko patr n likhane par bhi bhitar se usaka satat smaran hota rahata hai. patr n likhate hue bhi man mean usaki smriti bhari rahati hai. nirgun mean is tarah sagun gupt rahata hai. sagun aur nirgun, donoan ek roop haian. pratyaksh moorti ko lekar pooja karana, ya prakat roop se seva karana aur bhitar se satat sansar ke kalyan ka chiantan karate hue bahar se pooja ki kriya dikhayi n dena- in donoan ka saman mooly aur mahattv hai.
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