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hathile hrishikesh ! tumhhi batalao, maian khya karooan ? khya sada isi prakar t dapa karooan ? khya mera uddhar kabhi n hoga ? khya mera jivan yoan hi jayaga. ab nahian raha jata, radharaman ! bas, bahut ho chuka, papoan ka paryapht prayashchit ho chuka. jaanch bhi khoob huee, rahane bhi do ab. jaanch ki aanch aur nahian sahi jati tapashya ke tap se ab bachao. ho chuki pariksha tumhhari. ab shighr darshan dekar meri trishhna ko tripht karo. ek bar tirachhi chitavan se mere mritapray sharir mean jan dal do. nahian to sach manana, tumhhari pariksha hi pariksha mean ye pran pakheroo u d jayange. khya kaha ? ‘pranoan ki paravah mat karo. prem ka pujari sada hi pranoan ko hatheli par liye phira karata hai’. achhchhi bat hai, nahian rakhooanga, paravah pranoan ki, par tum ao jalhdi. nath ! tumane b de b de papiyoan ka uddhar kiya. b de-b de naradhamoan ko sugati di, b de-b de pishachoan ko punhyadham pradan kiya, b de-b de pamaroan ko khya kaha ! ‘tumhhari paraninhda vritti ab tak nahian gayi ?’ bilakul thik kahate ho, tumhhari is prakar mahima ka varnan karate hue maian vashtav mean paraninhda ka pat kar raha hooan. apane ko in logoan se kam papi prakatakar riyayat ka adhikar jatalata hooan. mujhe khya maloom kaun kitana papi tha aur usake pap ka khya rahashy hai ? isaliye jagadishhvar, tum jano, tumhhara kam jane. ‘kaji khyoan badale ? shahar ke aandeshe se’ yah kahavat charitarth karane se khya labh ? mujhe to sirph apane kam se kam.
khya kaha ? tum itane b de shvarthi ho ! bilakul thik kahate ho paramathman ! vashtav mean mera is prakar ka bhav shvarth ka dyotak nahian hai to aur khya hai ? achhchha, to kshama karo karuna ke akar. apani kripa ka kosh khol do sabake liye. sabhi usaki jicha hi loot karean. baha do daya ka dariya sabake liye. sabhi abadharoop se usamean gote lagakar bhav-banhdhan se mukht ho jaye. khya kaha ? ‘lila mean vighhn dalate ho ? vhyavashtha mean hashtakshep karate ho ? sabaka uddhar karake sansar ko pralayalin kar diya jay khya ?’ thik bat. maian b da ajnani hooan dev ! maian bhala srishtichakr ki chal ko khya samajhooan. mujhe khya pata, jagat ke is rangamanch par kis patr ka part samapht ho gaya aur kisaka kitana baki hai. yadi paramathma aur punhyathma donoan ke sath ek sa vhyavahar kiya jay, donoan ko ek sath paramagati de di jaye to phir pap aur punhy mean anhtar hi khya rah jaye ? achhchha, to jaganhnayak meri yah prarthana hai ki jitane tumhhare bhakht hoan, unhhean sadgati de do aur abhakhtoan ko isi anhdhakar mean p da rahane do.
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