vishay soochi
shrikrishnaank
aansoo ki do booandean
hriday bhishan yantranaoan se santapt tha. ichchhaean anek thian, par ek ki bhi poorti nahian hoti thi. in yantranaoan se pind chhu dane ke liye anek bhagirath prayatn kiye. kisi kaha ‘dravy hi sab badhaoan ki nivritti ka upay hai. usi ke pichhe p da. rat-din ek kiya choti ka pasina e di tak bahaya. dravy ka dher lag gaya. naukar-chakar ghar mean khoob ho gaye. gho da-ga di, motar ki bhi kami n rahi. vilas-samagri sab upasthit thi, par chitt ki ajnat vandana vaisi-ki-vaisi thi. tripti aur shanti ke darshan durlabh hi the. kisi ne kaha ‘sab sukh ka mool stri hai. usake bina sukh kahaan ? ‘moolan nasti kutah shakha.’ usaka bhi kaha mana. vivah kiya. patni bhi sundari aur sushila mili. ajna karini bhi thi. paraspar anurag bhi achchha tha. par kuchh phal nahian hua, hriday ka kaanta kasakata hi raha. kisi ne hukoomat mean hi sukh batalaya, kisi ne alas mean pade़ rahane mean hi kisi ne gana bajana hi anand ka upay bataya to kisi ne natak sinema ko hi sukh ka sadhan siddh kiya. sabaka kahana kiya, par kisi se kuchh n hua. bat vahian huee ki ‘marj badhata gaya jyoan jyoan dava ki.’ tab sab kuchh chho d-chha d ekant mean baith yam, niyam, pranayam adi yogaango ka sadhan kiya. saankhy ke manan aur vedant ke vichar mean laga, par manachahi bat n mili. chitt ki uchhal-kood miti, sankalpoan ne badha dena chhod diya, ichchhaean kam ho gayian, par man to itane se nahian manata tha. vah to aur hi kuchh chah raha tha. tirthoan mean bhraman kiye, mandiroan-mandiroan mean bhataka, sadhu mahatmaoan ke darshan kiye, katha-bhagavat suni, phir bhi atripti, asantosh bana hi raha. samip hi ek ramaniy sarovar tha. usake tat par harit vriksh vallariyoan se ladi huee ek chhoti si paha di thian. maian usi ekant paha di ki choti par jakar baith gaya, pratahkal ka samay tha. vayumandal shant aur nirav tha. pakshiyoan ke madhur koojan aur sarovar mean uthane vali chhoti tarangoan ke komal shabd ko chhod sarvatr nistabdhata thi. |
tika tippani aur sandarbh
sanbandhit lekh
kram sankhya | vishay | prishth sankhya |