shri shrichaitany-charitavali -prabhudatt brahmachari140. shri sanatan ki karagrih se mukti aur kashi mean prabhu-darshan
chhidranveshanatatparah priyasakhi prayen lokoadhuna shriroop to prabhu ki ajna shirodhary karake prayag se vrindavan ko chale gaye. ab un ke chhote bhaee shrisanatan ka samachar suniye. vastav mean sanatanaji shri roop se avastha mean b de the, kintu unase pahale hi shri roop ko prabhu ko samip rahakar bhaktimarg ka upadesh prapt hua tha. bhakti marg mean avastha se b dappan n hokar guru-kripa se hi b depan ka vichar kiya jata hai. mahaprabhu ki kripa ke patr pratham shri roop hi hue the, atah sanatan ji inhean apane se shreshth aur guru samajhate the. sab vaishnavo mean bhi aisi hi manyata thi. isiliye vaishnav samaj mean shri sanatan-roop n kahe jakar shrisanatan-rup n kahe jate haian. avastha mean chhote hone par bhi pratham guru-kripa hone ke karan shri roop ka hi nam pahale liya jata hai. karavas ki kali kothari mean p de hue shri sanatanaji shri chaitany ki manamohini moorti ka hi sada dhyan karate rahate. unhean ann-jal kuchh bhi nahian bhata tha. netroan mean niand ka nam tak nahian. din-ratri 'gaurachaand' 'gaurachaand' ratate-ratate hi inake athoan prahar bitate. ratri bit jati, din a jata. din dhalakar sham ho jati, phir andh kar chha jata, kintu inhean is ka kuchh bhi dhyan nahian. ye to chaitany-chintan mean sabhi kamoan ko bhoole hue the. in ka man madhup sada arun rang vale shri chaitany padaravindoan mean hi guanjar karata rahata. sharir karavas ki kal kothari mean p da hua dhauankani ki tarah saans leta rahata. jab inhean bahy jnan hota, tabhi in ka dil dh dak ne lagata, is bat ke smaran se ki mera sharir shri chaitany-charanoan se prithak hokar karavas mean p da hua hai, ye in vicharoan ke ate hi moorchchhit ho jate aur lambi-lambi saansean chho dane lagate. isi bich gupt riti se inhean apane b de bhaee ka patr mila. patr ko padhakar inaki vikalata aur bhi badh gayi. ye chaitany-charanoan ke mangalamay taluoan mean apane mastak ko rag dane ke liye vyagr ho uthe. modi ke yahaan das hajar roopayoan ka samachar pate hi inhoanne socha- 'in chaandi ke thikaroan ke dvara hi prem ke karavas se meri ho jay aur maian chaitany -charanoan ke darshan pa sakooan to yah jivan sarthak ho jay.' prem mean niyam kaisa? prem to niyam ke jhanjhato se pare hai. unhoanne usi samay karavas ke pradhan karmachari se kaha-' bhaee ! tum mujhe janate ho, maian kaun hooan?' |
tika tippani aur sandarbh
- ↑ pati ke samip gaman karane vali sakhi se doosari sakhi kah rahi hai- 'pyari sakhi! dekh, sansari log b de hi chhidranveshan karane vale hote haian, ve sada doosaroan ki buraiyoan ko hi khoja karate haian aur phir doosare aj b di andhakarapoorn ratri hai, aise samay mean bahut door par sthit apane pyare ke pas tera jana thik nahian hai.' ise sunate hi chauankakar jaldi se usake mukh par hath rakhate hue sakhi kahane lagi- 'bahin! aisi bat phir kabhi mukh se mat nikalana. jo mere jivan sarvasv haian, hriday vallabh haian, maian unake darshan ke liye utkanthit hooan, isamean yadi uchit-anuchit ka vichar ho tab to samajh lo ki sneh ko tilaanjali de di gayi arthat sneh mean uchit-anuchit ka vichar hi nahian hota. kisi tarah pyare se bheant ho yahi uddeshy rahata hai.' su. r. bhaan. 373.33
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