shri shrichaitany-charitavali -prabhudatt brahmachari13. baly-bhav
digvasasan gatavridan jatilan dhoolidhoosaramh. ‘is kam ke karane se kya phayada?’ 'isako kyoan karean, isase hamara kya matalab?’ ye prashn svarthajany haian, svarth ajnanajany hai aur ajnan hi bandhan ka hetu hai. ‘bhagavanh ne is srishti ko kyoan utpann kiya?’ yah sabhi ajnani jivoan ki shanka hai, jo bina matalab ke kuchh karana hi nahian jate. isiliye bhagavan vyasadev ji ne isaka yahi sidha-sada uttar diya hai ki usaka kuchh bhi matalab nahian. ‘bal-lilavat’ hai. bachchoan ko dekha hai, khali ga di dekhakar us par bahut door tak chadhakar chale jate haian aur phir udhar se paidal hi laut ate haian. koee poochhe- ‘aisa karane se unhean kya labh?’ isaka uttar kuchh bhi nahian. labh-hani bachcha janata hi nahian. usake liye do chij haian hi nahian ya to labh-hi-labh hai ya hani-hi-hani. ya to usake liye sabhi vastu pavitr-hi-pavitr haian ya sabhi apavitr haian. vah jyoan-jyoan ham logoan ke sansarg mean rahakar jnan ya ajnan sikhata jata hai, tyoan-hi-tyoan matalab aur phayada sochane lagata hai. us samay usaki vah dvandvatitapane ki avastha dhire-ghire lop ho jati hai. phir vah maja jata rahata hai. bal-bhav bhi kitana manohar hai, jab sadharan balakoan ke hi vinod mean param anand aur ullas bhara rahata hai, tab divy balakoan ki lilaoan ka to kahana hi kya? us samay to log unhean nahian jate, jyoan-jyoan unake jivan mean prakash hone lagata hai tyoan-hi-tyoan un purani batoan mean bhi ras bharata jata hai. nimaee alaukik balak the. unaki lilaean bhi b di madhur aur sadharan balakoan ki bhaanti hone par bhi param alaukik thian. pathak svayan samajh leange ki 3-4 varsh ki avastha ke balak ki kitani goodh-goodh batean hoti thian. ek din mata ne dekha, nimaee ekadam nanga hai. idhar-udhar se chirean uthakar lapet li hai. sampoorn sharir mean dhooli lapete hue hai. ek ghoore par ashuddh haan diyoan par ap baithe haian. haan diyoan mean se karikh lekar muanh aur mathe par kali-kali lambi-lambi rekhaean khianch li haian. sharir mean jagah-jagah kali biandi laga li hai. ek phooti haan di ko khap de se baja-bajakar ap kuchh ga rahe haian. suvarn-jaise sharir par bhasm ke oopar kali-kali biandi bahut hi bhali maloom hoti thi. jo bhi udhar se nikalata vahi us adbhut svaang ko dekhane ke liye kh da ho jata. nimaee apane rag mean mast the, unhean din-duniya ka kuchh bhi pata nahian. kisi ne jakar yah samachar shachimata ko sunaya. mata dau di-dau di ayian aur do-char mithi-mithi premayukt k di batean kahakar daantane lagian- ‘nimaee! too ab bahut badamashi karane laga hai. bhala brahman ke bete ko aise apavitr sthan mean baithana chahiye?’ |
tika tippani aur sandarbh
- ↑ sampoorn sharir dhooli se dhoosarit ho raha ho, chhoti-chhoti alakavali mastak ke charoan or phahara rahi ho, jise kisi bhi kam ke karane mean lajja n lagati ho aur sharir par ek bhi vastr n ho aise mahadev ki bhaanti digambar balak ko aangan mean khelate hue bhagyavan hi grihasth dekh sakate haian.
sanbandhit lekh
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