shri shrichaitany-charitavali -prabhudatt brahmachari85. shantipur mean advaitachary ke ghar
nyasan vidhayotpranayoath gauro idhar mahaprabhu se vida hokar du:khit hue chandrashekhar achary navadvip ki or chale. unake pair age nahian p date the, kabhi to ve rone lagate, kabhi pichhe phirakar dekhane lagate ki sambhav hai, prabhu daya karake hamare pichhe-pichhe a rahe hoan. kabhi bhramavash hokar ap-hi-ap kahane lagate- ‘prabho! ap a gaye achchha hua.’ phir tho di der mean apane bhram ko door karane ke nimitt charoan or dekhane lagate. tho di door chalakar baith jate aur sochane lagate- ‘ab mere jivan ko dhikkar hai. prabhu ke bina ab maian navadvip mean kaise rah sakooanga? ab maian akela hi lautakar navadvip kaise jaooan? putr-viyog se du:khi vriddha shachimata jab mujhase akar poochhegi ki mere lal ko, mere pranapyare putr ko, meri vriddhavastha ke ekamatr sahare ko, meri aankh ke tare ko, mere dulare nimaee ko tum kahaan chho d aye?’ tab maian us du:khini mata ka kya uttar dooanga? jab bhakt charoan or se mujhe gherakar poochheange- ‘prabhu kahaan haian? ve kitani door haian, kab tak a jayange?’ tab in hriday ko vidirn karane vale prashhnoan ka maian kya uttar dooanga. kya maian unase yah kah dooanga ki ‘prabhu ab lautakar nahian aveange, ve to vrindavan ko chale gaye? hay! aisi kathin bat mere mukh se kis prakar nikal sakegi? yadi vajr ka hriday banakar maian is bat ko prakat bhi kar dooan, to nishhchay hi bahoot-se bhaktoan ke pranapakheroo to usi samay prabhu ke samip hi prasthan kar jayange. bhaktoan ke bahut-se pranarahit sharir hi mere samane p de rah jayange. us samay mere pran kis prakar sharir mean kaise rah sakate haian? khair, in sab batoan ko to mera vajr hriday sahan bhi kar sakata haian, kiantu us patiparayana pativrata vishhnupriya ke karun-krandan se to patthar bhi pighalane lageange. jab vah mere laut ane ka samachar sunegi, to apane hriday-vidarak rudan se disha-vidishaoan ko vyakul karati huee, pati ke sambandh mean jijnasa karati huee ek or kh di hokar rudan karane lagegi tab to nishhchay hi maian apane ko sanbhalane mean samarth n ho sakooanga. sabhi log mujhe dhikkar deange, sabhi mere kam ki ninda kareange. jab unhean pata chalega, ki prabhu ke sannyas-sambandhi sabhi krity maianne hi apane hath se karaye haian, jab unhean yah bat vidit hogi ki maianne hi prabhu ko sannyasi banaya hai to ve sabhi milakar mujhe bhaanti-bhaanti se dhikkareange. |
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- ↑ jo sannyas dharan karake prem mean besudh hue vrindavan jane ki ichchha se bhrantachitt hokar radh-desh mean bhraman karate hue shantipur mean (advaitachary ghar) pahuanch gaye aur vahaan apane sabhi bhaktoan ke sahit ullas prapt kiya, un shrigaurachandr ke charanoan mean ham pranam karate haian. chai. chari. m. li. 3/1
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